My Jerk Husband ... (Jonghyun)

32. First time?!

Jonghyun POV

She frowned. Did i say something wrong?

"You know what? I'm sorry but i don't like you back! Oh wait! Why am i even sorry about this? No! I'm not sorry! Just like you don't feel sorry for the girls you broke already!" She said poking my chest hard pushing me a little.

She turned around and ran upstairs and thw only thing i could hear was her slamming the door.

Aish! Kim Jonghyun!
You really know how to ruin the moment dont you?
You really need to learn how shut this beautiful mouth of yours!

Damn!

I sighed and let myself fall onto the couch again.

I messes up again! I'm such a fool! Just when i thought she was going to give in... i ruined it again!

Her smile flashed into my mind and her beautiful sparkling big brown eyes who were locked with mine.

She is so beautiful.

Why cant she just be mine?

Why is she so difficult?

Why is she making it harder for me?

I sighed again and lay down. This is really not how i wanted to end my day.

Minas POV

I slammed the door shut and let myself slide down the door hugging my knees to my chest.

Congrats Jonghyun!

You made me fall in love with you!

Seriously congrats!!

Tears started to roll down my cheek.

What is this pain?

Is this the feeling people get when they feel lovesick? Is this the feeling you get when you really like someone but its a mistake?

Is it?

But why does it hurt so much?

Why is it so painful?

I hit my chest with my hand trying to stop the pain while sobbing.

Nothing. Still the same pain.

Maybe i'm sick?

I sighed and closed my eyes wiping away the tears with my sweater.

And then a few moments later everything went black.

The next morning i woke up feeling a pain in my back again.

Somehow this floor got my bed i guess. Maybe i should move my bed here? Haha No

I stood up and stretched. Aghhh damn this pain!

I walked into the bathroom and did my usualy morning routine.

Jonghyun POV

I woke up and stretched of the damn pain in my back. I really should get used to sleep on this damn couch.

I looked down on me. Why am i only wearing my boxers? I scratched my head.

Oh yeah.... it was a bit to hot yesterday so i throw everything off.

I got up and walked upstairs slowly opening the door.

I looked around but nobody was there.

Huh?

I walked in and let myself fall into our bed.

The bed is really cold...

Does that mean... she havent slept here? But where did she? Where is she? I looked around again.