My Jerk Husband ... (Jonghyun)

19. Divorce

Jonghyuns POV

Its been a week now and i didnt talked to anyone... Not even Mina.

She always made me breakfast and tried to talk to me but i never answered her back. I couldnt. I was to afraid... Afraid of the feeling i had... Toward her...

I must be crazy right?

Just then when i finally thought of liking her Dani appeared and messed everything up!

Now i dont know what i'm feeling again!

Do i like Mina or do i still have feeling for Dani?

What about Apple?!

Aishhh...

This is so confusing! I feel like a manly whore right now!

I got out of bed and walked downstairs into the living room.

I looked around to find Mina sleeping peacefully on the couch. Her head was on the armrest and her legs were pulled up to her chest.

She was holding onto some papers... What are these?

I pulled then slowly out of her hand doing my best not to wake her up.

I looked at the papers "Divorce Decree?!" I whisper yelled.

There it was again. The pinch in my chest...

"Petition of dissolution of marriage.."

My eyes widened in shock. Are we really going to divorce?

I looked down the paper and saw her sign. She already signed it?

Is she really feeling that bad with me?

I sighed and closed my eyes.

"Jonghyun?" I heard a soft beautiful voice mumble. I looked at Mina and she rubbed her eyes trying yo open them.

"What are you do-" her eyes shot open when she saw the paper in my hand "oh... Uhm... You found it.. Hehe" she laughed nervously. She sat up and looked at me.

"Mina-ah... Is this real?" I asked and faced palmed myself right after. Of course its real pabo! Does it look fake to you?!

Something in me had a little hope that this is a prank but deep down i knew it wasnt.

She smiled at me. Now it even hurts more to see that she is completely fine with this.

Is she not feeling anything against me? Not even a little bit? Does she not even like me?

"Yeah... You know... I dont want to be more trouble for you..."

Your not!

"You know... You had Apple... You loved her... But because of me you had to break up with her..."

Apple? I dont think that i have any feelings for her anymore...

"Than there is Dani... I can see how much she still likes you! And you said she was your first love! You must still like her right?"

I'm honest... I dont know... I'm not sure if i still like her...

I dont like where this is heeding to...

"I dont want to be the one who destroys this too! If you guys like each other... Then you need to let your love-"

"Mina stop!" I cut her off. She looked at me surprised "You should stop this right now..."

She sighed "Jonghyun!" She said moving closer taking my left hand. She looked deep into my eyes "Its the best for us both! If we divorce we will both will finally be happy! We havent approved yo this anyways! Its almost been a month... I'm sure our parents will be okay with it!"

This words cut like a knife. Is she really not happy? Does she really want to divorce?

We havent even be able to went to our honeymoon yet!

I havent made breakfast for her yet

I havent made her smile or laugh yet

I havent took her out on a real date yet

We havent graduated yet
We hadnt even had- nevermind hehe

I sighed "Mina-ah! We cant-"

"Yess we can!"

I Looked at her surprised "Do you really want it that much?"

She flinched at my words looking down. She looked up again and our eyes locked.
I could see hurt in her eyes... Pain... Is she hurting because of me?

I moved closer to her hugging her tightly into my chest.

My heart beat went crazy again and In that moment i knew it...

I have feeling for her...

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Short chapter... I had no ideas i'm sorry! Its really boring!

I will upload again tonight!

Xoxo miley