20. Inner thoughts

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Minas POV

I looked into is eyes and felt guilt get over me.

Did i really wanted this?

I do

I dont love him... i hate him!

Okay....

Maybe i dont hate him...

He is okay...

But i dont have feelings for him either...

I like him... as a friend...

But why is he looking at me so broken... like a little puppy just lost his owner? He looked so lost and confused.

When he hugged me i could feel his heartbeat against my chest.

Omo! Its really beating hard... is he okay? Is he feeling sick?

"Jonghyun? Are you okay? Do you feel sick maybe?"

He pulled away and looked at me confused "What do you mean?"

"Your heartbeat... its really fast... are you sick?"

He looked down and... blushed? He opened his mouth to say something but nothing came out.

 blushed? He opened his mouth to say something but nothing came out

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"A-ah i uhm... i guess i just feel a bit sleepy?"

It came out more like a question but... do peoples heart beat faster when they feel sleepy? I didnt know...

"You know... we cant sign this contract yet..."

I looked at him confused "what why?"

He rubbed the back of his neck... "because... uhm... in the marriage contract it said we need to stay married for a year.." he laughed nervously playing with his hair.

" he laughed nervously playing with his hair

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Huh??

"It did? Oh..." i looked down and sighed. That means i'm still stuck with him...

"Miane..." i said playing with my feets not looking up.

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