My Jerk Husband ... (Jonghyun)

78. Chapter

Minas POV

My heart stopped beating when I saw all the nurses run into the room where our kids were.
My hands started to shake in fear and I guess Jonghyun noticed because he squeezed my hand and we walked to the direction were nurses came in and out really fast.

I stopped a nurse who was running out again "what's wrong?"

She bowed at me "your sons are awake now miss" she said but she wasn't looking really happy for us.

"But?" I asked when she started to fiddle with her fingers.

"But your daughter...." she stopped and looked behind her we're the doctor from before was coming.

She bowed and walked away fast.

"Doctor what's wrong with Areum?!" I asked holding onto his collar taking him by surprise.
Tears build up again.

No please just no.
My heart is not going to take it again.

"Mina baby please calm down!" Jonghyun said pulling me away from him hugging me tightly from the back "everything is going to be fine I promise he whispered.

The doctor sighed "I'm sorry. Your daughters heartbeat is getting lower and lower and it's going to stop in the next 15-20 minutes."

My world fall apart again. I felt a pinch in my heart ... again!

The doctor bowed "We tried everything to save her but it's hopeless. You can see her after the nurses leave" and he left.

"M-Mina"

I turned to him glaring "Didn't you said everything is going to be alright?" I said hitting his chest "you broke your promise!"

"Mina" he said with a shaky voice.

"No Jonghyun! Our daughter is about to die! Do you even care or why are you looking like you don't care?!" I hit his chest again

"Mina"

"If you don't care then leave Jonghyun! I was happy without you! I was perfectly fine! Why is my life so much trouble when your with me? Why can't I have a normal life like anyone else?!" I hit him again.

He hold both of my arms tightly making me stop. He looked into my eyes locking his eyes with mine. I could see how hurt he was. Why did I say that.

"I-I'm sorry" I said tears rolling down my cheeks.

He hugged me closely burring his face into my neck "No I'm sorry. For breaking my promise. I'm sorry for having you a heart life. I'm sorry that you can't live a normal life like anyone else. But even if life was better for you without me, it was hell for me without you! Every day that passed every week that passed was like hell. I couldn't sleep. I couldn't eat. I couldn't stop thinking of you. I'm so sorry. If you want me to leave I will. I will for you to be happy. But it won't be easy for me." He said pulling away his eyes full with tears and pain.

I squeezed him again "No! No! I didn't mean anything I said! I was just angry! But not at you! At myself! I'm just nor good enough! I should have never left you! I should have told why I was gone! I should have stayed with you like a wife should! But I didn't! I ran away only thinking of myself! I was scared to get hurt! I was scared you will get hurt! The kids will get hurt! I'm so selfish! I'm so sorry! If I would have stayed in the first place this all wouldn't happen! We would live all together happily."

He kissed my cheek "no! No baby! You're not selfish! You're just worried of all of us! That doesn't make you selfish! Please baby don't stress yourself your heart is going to get a attack again! And you know what the doctor told you! " he gulped in fear "it could be the last..."

I sighed and nodded after the last nurses left we walked into the room.

Min and Jin were brought to another room to get checked.

When I saw Areums weak and breakable body tears build up again.

Her heart beat was very very slow.
I looked at my watch.

Last 10 minutes...

I couldn't move but Jonghyun sat down beside her and took her hand squeezing it.

Jonghyuns PoV

I squeezed her hand.

"Hey Areum baby" i said smiling at her pretty face which was just so much like her mother's "it's me Appa! Or like you call me Ahjussi"
I chuckled.

"Are you already leaving this early? You haven't even called me Appa or Dad or Daddy or anything like that!" I said pouting "I waited for so long! But wait isn't it unfair that you called your Oumma mom directly after you meet her and me not! I mean you knew me longer!" I pouted again.

I felt a hit on my head and I looked up to find Mina rolling her eyes at me trying to hide her smile.

"No I'm just joking princess. Your just stubborn just like your mom!"

I was hit again and I chuckled.

"You look like her a lot did I told you that before? No matter if you are here with us or not you will be always in our heart got it princess? You're a strong girl!"

"When we were alone you always loved it when I sang to you before sleep." I said the pain in my heart getting heavier. "Let me sing for you for the last time."

Mina put her hands on my shoulders squeezing them.

The machine was getting lower and lower.

"반짝반짝 작은 별
아름답게 비치네
동쪽 하늘에서도
서쪽 하늘에서도
반짝반짝 작은 별
아름답게 비치네"

"Pieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep" her heartbeat stopped.
Tears fell down my cheeks and I could hear sobs behind me.

"You did well baby..." I said kissing her hand and standing up to leave.

I took Minas hand and left the room with her when nurses ran in again. I sighed tears still streaming down.

"What the-" we heard a voice from inside.

"Omo!"

"Is that possible???"

Our attention got pulled by them and I looked at Mina and she nodded and we ran back in again.

My eyes widened in shock when I saw what was I front of me.

"Anyeoung Appa!" She said smiling at me.

"H-how..."

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I'm sorry for the late short chapter. And to top it all it's really really boring.

I'm just stressed with life right now and everything is not going the way I want it to go. Haha

So thank you if you are still here to read this bulls*it!

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