Her Skate of Life (Victor Nikiforov X Oc)

I am not a doll!

I stared at the two outfits that lay on my bed in front of me. One was a white pair of joggers with moss green stripes on each side with a matching hoodie to go with it and the other outfit was a pair of normal black leggings with a sparkly green top.

I sighed to myself and put my face in my hands, debating what to wear in my head. Ergh, why the hell did I agree to this in the first place? I shifted my face so that I was staring upwards at the ceiling. I don't want to go ice skating with them but at the same time I do because I don't want to break my promise to Yuuri. Erghh, why the fuck did I choose to go outside yesterday. If I had stayed inside then perhaps I wouldn't be in this mess. Hang on, there is no perhaps about it. This would have never happened.

I closed my eyes and began to try to relax myself. Breath in...breath out. I exhaled loudly. I opened my eyes before looking around my room. Oh fuck it.

Then I placed my matching set of clothes in the small wardrobe that I had for the time being and began to get changed into my leggings and top.

I peered at my reflection in the mirror. I must admit, I look somewhat good in this outfit considering it's just to practice in.

The black leggings clung to my legs and thighs. The sparkly green top hung loose around my waist while a charcoal coloured tank top was underneath it. I had also put on some white and silver trainers to go with it.

I gazed at my appearance in the mirror. Just don't do it Hana. If you block it out then it'll go alright. It'll go alright. It'll be alright. I clenched my hands into fists before I unclenched them. I can do this.

I walked over to my small bedside table and picked up my phone. 1:39pm. I stood still for a couple of moments before something clicked inside my mind. God damn it. Those idiots didn't even give me a time to meet them. Even better than that they didn't even give a place where I should meet them. Jesus Christ those boys are idiots. It's not like I have their numbers either. Well, not like I'd want pretty boy's anyway.

Sighing, I walked out of my room, hoodie and phone in hand before sliding the door shut behind me.

I was currently home alone like I usually was. Mum had left to go pick Hiro and Ryo from one of their friends house. Funny, we had only been here a couple of days and they had already made friends with people. I on the other hand am stuck with a shy boy and a touchy feely bastard. How lovely.

I stayed standing in the living room for a couple of moments before realizing that standing here all day was not going to fix any of my problems. So, I walked out of the house before locking the door behind, starting my quest to find those two idiots.

Woah... Eventually I found the place where I thought that I was supposed to meet Yuuri and Victor although I wasn't really all that sure. I had to ask a shopkeeper from town much to my dismay. They seemed to be happy to help me though for some reason. Maybe everyone around just likes to be helpful or something. Tch, jolly bunch of people. I hate it.

I stared up at the sign that hung on top of the building. Hasetsu Ice Castle. Hm.

I sighed before scratching my head. Am I really going to do this. Honestly, I don't even want to be here.I looked around my surroundings, seeing what was around me. My eyes finally settled on a rather tall building. That must be Hasetsu Castle that I was told about. I switched on my phone before clicking on the camera and taking a photo of the castle. I can see why it's Hasetsu's local landmark.

After taking a photo of the castle I turned around and began to walk to ice rink. I stood in front of the building, allowing myself just to take in the image.