Bought by the Baddest Bidder (Fin)

Bid 29| His POV

A/N: Epilogue na talaga ang susunod dito. Both were written in Demetrius point of view. :"> Nakakaubos ng dugo ang pov ni Dim, pero pasensiya na kung maraming wrong grammar at typo error. :3 Thank you. Enjoy Reading :*

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His POV

"Amethyst," I whispered her name, but the only answer I got was the monotonous beeping of the heart monitor.

Fuck it.

Hinawakan ko ang malamig niyang kamay, hinahaplos gamit ang aking daliri. Binibigyan ito ng init at nagbabakasakaling baka mapunta sa kaniya.

Gusto kong matawa sa iniisip ko. Fuck. It has been eight months since her collapse and I'd hardly left her side. And also I'm losing my hope everytime I see her sleeping like that. Walang buhay at hindi gumagalaw.

The steady beeping of the heart monitor connected to Amethyst was the only thing that reassured me, she was still fucking alive. Atleast. That and the faint rise and fall of her chest.

Amethyst's heart is still beating. Not because of the heart monitor nor the medicines and doctors who were taking care of her but because of the baby in her womb, our baby is supporting her body, our baby was the reason that she is still alive, the power that created this miracle wants to make sure that the baby will be born in this world. And because of that, she will die.

At sa ka-una-unahang pagkakataon sa buhay ko ay hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko o kung ano ang gusto ko. I badly wanted her to live, I badly wanted to not let our child to not be born so Amethyst would still be alive although sleeping, then she and the baby would be forever like that. Would be forever with me.

I couldn't help the restrained chuckle that came out of my mouth at the thought. Damn. I'm fucking ridiculous. There is no such thing as delaying the baby's birth.

Fuck. I smiled faintly. And the urge to cry was like a sucker punch to my gut. I scrubbed my face almost angrily.

"I-I'm sorry, baby. I have to choose the baby." I whispered again. "Fuck." Lifting her hand, I gave her a fleeting kiss on the back of her palm. "Mami-miss kita, Amethyst. This maybe..." Tila nagbara ang lalamunan ko sa susunod na sasabihin ko, hindi ko na nagawa pang magsalita.

This maybe the last time I can talk to you. Today, maybe the last time I might see you. The thought choked me and I almost cry. Hindi ko na alam ang sasabihin ko ng mga oras na 'yon, wala ng mahagilap ang utak ko. I don't even know what to do as I kept staring at her pale face.

I closed my eyes as if I was tired. I still preffered her horrified look in that auction house instead of this, as if she was dead.

Tandang tanda ko pa 'yung araw na nakita ko siya. The moment I see her, all my rational thoughts had gone. All the reason why I was there in the black market auction completely vanished inside my head. And the stirring in my loins is too hard to ignore.

It was lust at first sight. I thought back then.

It's because of her wild dark brown hair cascading down her slender back. The  innocent look on her face. The luscious of her lips. And especially those amethyst colored eyes just like her name. Everything about her bewitched me. But deep down inside me, I know...
I know that there's something wrong with her...or me?