dear john,
we were talking about who cares about who, and whether anyone cares about anyone.
you: just learn to live without their friendship or care... but try to care for them.
me: that sounds a bit one sided, don't you think?
you: yeah it does because some people can take it and care and others don't.
me: fuck the people that don't care then.
you: most don't, actually, most can't.
me: then i'll find the few that do...because i'm tired of not being cared about.
you: there are people that care about you.
me: yeah but they live thousands of miles away.
you: who?
i gave a list of people i've met through wattpad.
you: what about me?
me: i wasn't sure if you wanted to be included.
you: i want to be included.
me: well thank you for being one of the only people that i've met who actually do care.
you: it's alright.
i don't know, john, but it made me happy that you care. butterflies-in-the-stomach happy.
love, me.
