dear john,
i don't fall for people often, and when i do, i fall hard. and i give them a trust that i find it hard to give most people, and i don't like the fact i've given you this trust.
which is why i hate you and love you at the same time.
love, me.
p.s. i don't mean what i said two letters ago. if you ever read these, please understand that i didn't mean it. i'm just desperately in love with a boy who i want to hate.
