dear john,
sorry i haven't written in a while. i would say it's because nothing's happened, but things have happened, so that would be a lie.
i saw you again yesterday. it was fun, but then again, it usually is. but in the last half an hour or so, i got really sad and had to be alone.
i then went downstairs and was nearly in tears and a few friends managed to calm me down, i guess. and then all of a sudden, you were there and sat down next to me and put your arm around me and made me feel better too.
i'm sorry this whole thing sounds really lame.
no, i'm not okay, john. but i will be, and that's what matters.
everyone knew something was up, even jacob, who i barely knew. but everyone was being nice and hugging me and i did feel better, i think. but i noticed you staring at me a lot, when i was sad.
and i really think you do care.
love, me.
