It Doesn't Matter, You Still Left

Chapter 2

'What do I do?" I asked, my voice hoarse and panicked

"Uh, go in the bathroom." Ella talked so fast. She grabbed my cup from the table and practically threw it in the cup holder on the carriage.

I jumped up from my seat and grabbed the handle of the carriage wheeling it towards the bathroom that was, thank God, right next to me. Far away from the entrance. I took one last peek as I heard a bell indicating someone was walking in the door, they turned in the opposite direction, heading towards the counter. I opened the bathroom door struggling a bit but finally got in.

"Hey baby." I coed turning the stroller so Paisley was facing me

"Ha." She smiled brightly

I stood up straight again and looked in the mirror and almost had a heart attack when I saw urinals through the reflection.

"Crap." I muttered

I'm in the men's room.

I grabbed the handle of the carriage and was headed for the door when he walked in.

I froze dead in my tracks, he looked at me after he was completely in the door and froze, too.

After a moment of staring at each other he spoke.

"I was planning to call you and meet you, but this is not where I thought I'd meet you." He tried joking, but it just made it worse.

"Wrong bathroom." I muttered trying to stroll by him but he stepped in front

"I've missed you. Sorry I wasn't able to get in touch with you earlier, management's very tough." He sighed

"Sure you are." I saw a bit of hurt flash through his eyes and a frown quickly took over his smile

"I am." He hissed

"I have to go." I muttered trying to roll past him even if I had to push the stroller over him

"Please... call me. We need to talk." He looked sorry, but I wouldn't fall for it

"You think I still have your number." I replied harshly

"I still have yours." He looked down then moved to the side letting me through "Still babysitting?"

I turned around halfway through the door "Uh, I guess." and I kept walking through the café and out the door

I walked down the street at super speed not turning around. I went down Niall's street since I knew it'd be faster and that he obviously wasn't there.

About halfway to my house my phone started to ring, I looked at the screen and sighed with relief when I saw it was only Ella.

"Hello?" I answered

"Hey, hon. Sorry about that. He looked really upset when he came back to his seat, did you run into him?" She asked

"Uh, more like he ran into me. I wasn't really paying attention when I walked into the restrooms." I chuckled a fake chuckle and kept walking holding up the phone with my shoulder.

We talked until I got home.

I unlocked the door and ran into the house with Paisley on my hip and the diaper bag swinging on my arm. I plopped her down in her playpen that was filled with toys and then I ran over to the couch grabbing a pillow and shoving my face into it screaming as loud as possible.

Niall's here.

He has my number.

He knows I'm still living here.

Why?!

I honestly know I shouldn't blame this whole thing on Niall, it is my fault I didn't tell him.

I was the one who was so proud of him, encouraging of him, until I found out I was carrying our child...

More then it was his, it was mine...my fault....

And I hate myself for it. But I could never admit it out loud. I'm to stubborn to.

And Niall's part of it, I begged him not leave, but he did. The worst part is he usually read me like an open book, always sensing when some thing was wrong but it's like he didn't care.

It doesn't matter anyways, he still left

What do you think????

She saw Niall

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Dedication To: all my readers! I'm so happy I have 25 reads already and only had the story up for a short amount of time