It Doesn't Matter, You Still Left

Chapter 14

I pulled up to the airport taking a space where no one else was closest to the door I'm meeting Louis at. I got out of my car and began walking around the corner to the door.

It was a little nippy outside since it was Midnight. I got the door and of course no one was there. I cursed under my breath right before someone grabbed my arm and dragged me into the building, a big hand covered my mouth while I tried to scream. All the suddnen I heard a door close and I was in a pitch back room.

"Who the hell are you?" I mumbled once my mouth was uncovered. A light came on and there in front of me was Niall. His blond hair perfectly quaffed to the side and his blue eyes filled with sorrow.

"I came here to see Louis and apparently he's not here so bye." I went to leave but Niall locked the door and spun me around leaning against the door. He stared into my eyes but said nothing for a bit.

"Let me explain." He looked at the ground then back at me

"Explain? What's there to explain. You found out and left, just what I thought you would do." I snapped and tried to push Niall out of the way "You're not leaving until you hear me out." He moved in front of me blocking my way

"You can't hold me hostage."

"I'm just going to explain this really quick, don't interrupt me and it will go by faster." He frowned, I sighed and leaned up against a janitor shelf.

"Ok, I really love you and I guess I just panicked when I found out. I wish you would've told me, I wouldn't have left you mean so much to m-"

"Why do you think I didn't tell you?" I muttered cutting him off

"Please just let me finish talking." I nodded waiting for him to continue "And I want to be in your life, we can be a family. I'm sorry I stormed off, I really am." He trailed off fighting back tears

"Storming off is one thing Niall, not coming back for a year and a half...that's unforgivable." Niall looked like a lost puppy, his eyes were watery and his face was looking down but his eyes kept trailing up looking at my face.

"I can explain this." He whispered hopelessly

"Explain! I don't want a fucking explanation. I wanted you not to leave, I wanted you to explain a year ago, I wanted to tell you how much I loved you." My voice got softer at the end of the sentence. I couldn't look  Niall in the eyes so I just stared at a broom laying on the floor in the corner.

"Martha." Niall trailed off stepping closer to me

"So when I left your house I went back home just to find out there was a meaning with our management the next day. When we got there I wasn't myself at all and they wouldn't let me leave until they found out what was wrong, so I told them about Paisley. They weren't happy at all, they said it could ruin my whole carrier... me and the lads carrier." I looked at him eagerly wanted him to keep going "Right away they took our phones and bought us a house in California. They wouldn't even let us say bye to you. Every time I tried to call they permanently blocked your number, they were up our asses and there was nothing we could do about it."

"You would've fought to at least say good bye if you really cared." Niall shook his head and sighed, grabbing my jaw lightly with his hand making me look him straight in the eyes. I wanted to push him away but I couldn't.

"You're not getting it. They brought us to our flat and watched us pack our stuff, once we moved they just started to trust us and gave us freedom because we were so far away. I bought a freaking plain ticket so I could sneak out and come see you, I'm risking my carrier." He sighed, I could feel his breath on my skin. I glanced at his lips then back to his eyes.

Don't kiss him, you can't.

I reminded myself biting my lip. Niall  tilted his head to the side getting closer to my face I pushed him back and kicked him really hard between the legs, It happened so fast I didn't even know what I was doing.

He grabbed his crotch leaning over I shuffled to the door quickly opening it.

"I'm sorry." Niall cried out

"It doesn't matter you still left." I shouted closing the door and running off toward the parking lot.

I had a wide grin on my face, I was full of mixed feelings. My heart ached, I was proud of myself, but at the same time I wanted to go back and kiss and make up but I couldn't want to show any weakness. I'm not going to surrender now, it's too late.

So what do you think???

Ok, it might've been confusing in the last chappy but a did skip in a year and a half. Nothing happened that you'll miss but Paisley is two and a half not so she's walking around and talking.

By the way it's six in the morning where I live and I don't have school today so why I am up, I have no clue:)

If it sucks blame it on tiredness

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