Decision ☆Harry Styles

Chapter 1

That happened about a week ago)

Summer's Pov)

I sat in my old bedroom in my moms house she is confused because i didnt tell her anything all my friends and liam,Louis,niall called and texted me but i just turned my phone off

Its been a week since i found harry and he never called and messaged me

2 years wasted...

I love him so much still despite what he did to me.

My mom checks on me daily ..to give me food but i havent ate ..while having no sleep

Im sure i look ugly ..

Maybe that was it i wasnt good enough for him yeah..

Hes a popstar and im just an ordinary girl...

But my own cousin macy?

Why..he knew she hated me i need answers but not right now.

The only person i let come see me is jessica my bestest friend there is i can tell she is worried because every time she leaves the room i see a tear or two  slip out

My chest is hurting so much is that even possible?

I've been thinking about cutting but i back out the last minute..everybody is saying you shouldn't be crying over a boy who isnt worth those tears but ..
i cant he is the love of my life at least i know he never loved me it was just a game..

Ugh .im so stupid so stupid..why

This is pity..im pitying my self .

"Summer?".."summer?"

I look over to my right and see my bestfriend ..sadly smiling?

"We are going out today"i look back at her with wide eyes

"N-no"i speak hoarsely its the first time i spoke in a week

She smiles so big"Oh My Gawd Summer!You spoke!?"

"Y-yeah ye-eah"i say

"To bad hun we are going out ..you've been cooped up in here for a week"she states..

Fine..i get up and i head to the shower
After..i dress up in sweats and a plain tank top we head  out..

♡♡Chapter 1 for ya lovies...💗
Anyways yeah again sorry if it sucks ..btw i know you guys wont care but my real name is not Brianna..ill update twice every three days the best i can

.Briannaa