Indecisive

Indecisive Chapter 2

Chapter 2

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So far it has been about 2 weeks since my car wreck and it finally got fixed. I was glad because I could now return the rental car which had costed me a fortune. After going back to return the rental car I decided to walk along the streets of Manchester for no reason in particular.

While casually strolling around something in a shop caught my eye. It was a little shop with sweets and pastries. I quickly changed my course on over to that store. Once I entered, the aroma of the pastries filled the room. I grabbed one Danish and went to the checkout, but there I saw myself. Not in a mirror, yet instead on the front cover of a magazine. I was in shock. I quickly put the magazine in my basket as well. The lady eyed me suspiciously when I asked to purchase everything.

Cautiously, I lowered my head as to where she couldn't see my face, which was difficult to do considering I'm 5'9". Once she had finished with all the transactions towards the purchase of everything I hustled out of the store and ran back to my car. I drove as quickly as the law allowed. Once reaching my door to my flat I clutched the bag close to my chest and unlocked my door.

I jolted inside and flipped through the pages of the glossy journal looking for the article about me. Quickly locating it I see the top line reads "Is Harry Styles causing himself more trouble being associated with a missing girl?" Just by seeing the headline I was called to read the rest of the article. In the end they have "acclaimed" that Harry Styles had been secretly meeting with me, the missing girl, over the past year and keeping me away from home until I finally broke away from him. What even runs through the mind of these authors?

I check the internet and find hundreds of pictures of me and Harry by the car located all over any website available. Then I went onto see his twitter and sure enough every fan of his was questioning as to why I was seen with him. Some with comments as hateful as

"Why are you with this lowlife bitch who only ran away to bring attention towards herself?!"

"Ew is that even classified as a human? I don't even know why anyone would care as to if she ran away!"

"Please keep yourself away from that beast that is considered an animal in my view!!!!"

My thoughts crashed and I remembered a time when I was weak and easily influenced. I quickly recapture the moment of being the age of 16.

-flashback-

I slammed my computer screen shut and ran to the bathroom, grasping onto the counter as I look up at my reflection in the mirror. "You're ugly and hideous, you look like a freak." The monsters inside my head taunted. I listened to them, tears spilling down my cheeks. "You're worthless. Nobody likes you." They repeated, voices getting louder. I screamed for them to stop, rummaging through drawers until I found a blade and a bottle of pain killers. 1, 2, 3, the cuts went on and on. "Deeper." They commanded, the blade instantly digging further. The ground was covered in pools of blood, my arm a drawing of lines and red. I reached for the bottle of pain killers, ripping the top off as I slid each pill down my throat. Slowly the monsters faded out of my mind. I closed my eyelids, letting a deep slumber take over me.

-flashback ends-

I sobbed and went against any ideas of doing what I had previously done and let one other notion drift in my mind.

-I am now known to many people as to where I was located and alive, and maybe even my parents would locate me and take me back to their hellhole.-

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