Chapter 5-Tris

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Tobias kisses my ravens,then my neck.I start to shake as he takes off his shirt,but shrug it off.Instead I concentrate in how he kisses me,how his lips leave my skin.He returns to my lips,as he weaves his fingers into my belt loops.I feel confident enough to do it,so I pull off my shirt,leaving me in the bra Christina made me buy earlier.

  Tobias barely seems to notice,and his eyes don't go straight to my breasts,and I appreciate that.But they fall on them eventually.Relax,its only Tobias.You love him.He loves you.His fingertips slowly slip under the wire.Unwillingly,my knees buckle and I whisper yell "Tobias!" His hands move away,and he puts them up.I throw my shirt back on and he just kisses me.

  Slowly,but full of love.This fear is eating me alive.If I have another nightmare...I remember last time.I couldn't sleep next to Tobias for a week.His absence was the result of that cold,comfortless week,but the pain would have been worse if If stuck it out with him.

"I'm sorry,Tris.I really am." I don't know why he says this everytime,like its his fault.

"You shouldn't be.You helped me realize what I need to be more comfortable with.There is always tommorow."

I bury my head in his still bare chest as he kisses my neck.

"You're perfect." His breath is hot in my ear,and I believe him.I start to fall asleep.The last thing I feel before drifting off into a dreamless sleep is his lips on mine.That moment was perfect.I could live frozen in it forever.

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