Candor Or Dauntless-No War (Editing)

Chapter 20-Tobias

I wake up with Tris next to me,and I remember last night.I smile and kiss her.Tris doesn't wake up.So I decide to fall back alseep.
Screams.Tris's screams.She's screaming and crying in her sleep.I try to console her,but she gets up,still naked and runs to the bathroom. More screams come from the bathroom.I run to jiggle the doorknob but it is locked.Tris comes out in sweatpants and a shirt.She runs out the door and slams it shut.Must knees tremble and give way.I fall to the floor and start to cry.Crying is a weird feeling,now that I'm Dauntless.The only tears I have her let fall here are for Tris.When I thought I lost her,when she cried about her brother,after she fell asleep I silently cried knowing it was my fault.My back is now pushed up against a wall,and my tears make my vision so blurry,I can barley see.Somehow I hobble into the bedroom,and lay where Tris slept the night before.Did she...leave me? They way she rushed out,screaming in her sleep.Maybe she had another nightmare and couldn't stand me anymore.What would I do without Tris? Then I remember.
I broke her.Shattered her so much she couldn't exsist with me anymore.I manage to get up and wipe the tears away.The mirror faces me,and I stare into it.The tears are gone,and I look like Four again.I slip my shoes on and run to the chasm.
There is no one near the chasm,so I make my way down to our spot.Whether or not This and I are together this will always be our spot.Nothing is in front of me but I still stare at the rock.Flashbacks to our first kiss here flood my mind.My head clears,and then I remember.I left Tris a note saying I had jumped,and that if she left I would leave to.Why did I do that?To make her feel pain? I would never do that on my worst nightmares.I stare again.Shocked and disgusted.My body refuses to move.Until I hear her voice.