Candor Or Dauntless-No War (Editing)

Chapter 25-Tris

    I kiss Tobias for a little longer then I pull back.
"Tobias,Do I ever cross your mind?"
"No."
"Do you like me?"
"No."
"Am I pretty?" I know the answer.
"No."
"Do you want to be with me forever?"
"No."
"Would you cry if I left you?"
"No."
"Would you do anything for me?"
"No."
"Would you pick me,or your life."
"My life." Tears fill my eyes. This isn't Tobias... I leap out of bed.
"Well...we're through Four."
"Tris. Please don't call me that."
"Why shouldn't I? We aren't engaged anymore." I throw off my wedding ring,and it hits the floor with a slight thud.
"Tris.Please don't go." If he doesn't like me,why does he want me to stay?
My feet carry me out the door,and I start running.My bare feet slap the ground,and I don't know where I'm going.The chasm would be too obvious,he always goes looking for me there. Pit? No. My apartment? Yeah,he wouldn't expect to find me there.
The door is locked,so I pull out the key I haven't used in ages that I keep in my back pocket unless I'm training initiates.
This is my home now. Most of my stuff is at Fours,and only a fraction of my clothes are here.I roll onto my bed,crying my eyes out. The finger that wore the wedding ring is bare,and it feels weird. I focus on that,until I fall into a sleep I hope I will never wake up from.
  "Tris! Tris!" I hear faint shouts from my door and I know its T-Four.
"Unlocked." If he doesn't hear me,oh well.
  Sure enough though,he does hear me,and comes barging in.
  "Tris...I'm sorry." I really don't want to hear it.
"It might as well be Six now."
"I'm not going to stop calling you Tris." This man never gives up,does he?
"You don't like me.I already knew I wasn't pretty..."
"Fine.Six.Go find someone new and I'll do the same." Four walks out the door.I scream.My screams mix with sobs,and I'm a broken record. This was mistake. I need to go back to get my clothes. So I walk out the door and wipes my tears away. When I arrive at his apartment,my key is inside,So I have to knock. Four comes to the door let's me in.
"Six. Why are you here."
"I have clothes here Four."
"No,the real reason."
He's onto me.
"Because...I loved you and I still do. But you don't." Tear threaten to leave my eyes,but I don't let them.
"Tris,you never cross my mind because you are always on my mind.I don't like you, because I love you more than words can describe.I don't want to be with you forever,I need to be with you forever.I wouldn't cry if you left I'd die if you left.I wouldn't do anything for you,I'd do evrything for you. I picked my life because you are my life."
Why was I so stupid.I should have let him explain. But I said it,we're done. There will be no wedding near the chasm. There will never be kids that Four and I will raise. I'm not sure I can live with myself now.
"Tris. I do love you...so much. But you said it, we're done." My knees tremble,and without even thinking,I fall to the ground and scream as if I just lost everything I ever loved.Because I just did. My hands grip my hair,and almost rip my hair out in frustration. Everything turns into nothing. Blurry becomes my vision of the perfect world I lived in. Nothing is my everything.