Into The Darkness. (Completed)

Ch.28-After Effects.

"Liam, give me my daughter!" I shouted.

"You're not fit to be a mother , Delilah. CPS has granted me full authority of Darcy. Please, leave. You're upsetting her." He said in a bored voice. I ran out of his house and as quickly as I could drove to the nearest drug store. I searched the isles for a bottle of morphine pills, once I found them I ran out of the store. Not caring that I'd just stole, I drove as fast as I could home and scribbled a note.

'Dear Darcy,

Mummy has always been proud of how much a sweet, caring, lovely, and beautiful you are and will become. Each day I look at you I become more and more fascinated by you. But then I see your father in your eyes, and it hurts me. I don't expect you to understand this right now because you are such a young little girl. And I'm sorry, that your father has left you, and now I am too. Never forget that I will love you forever and ever my little Deedee. I want you to remember the lullaby daddy sang to you every night. Don't forget baby. I'll sing a melody, and hope to god she's listening sleeping softly while I sing.

Love you forever, Mommy.'

I placed it into the shoe box Harry left.

I can't start to explain how the raw emotion of pain can tear you down in a matter of seconds. I can't tell you how many nights I stay up waiting for my love to walk through the door and encase me in his warm loving arms, sing to me with his raspy low voice, tell me he loves me. Emotional Pain: the kind of suffering which sends you into a deep depression of wallowing and heartbreak. I can feel myself slipping.. You aren't here to catch me. And if you aren't there, then the fall will kill me.

I placed fifteen pills in my shaking pale hand. Poured a glass of water-

"I love you, Harry."

And swallowed.

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