Into The Darkness. (Completed)

Ch.22- Say something.

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He presses his lips to mine gently, and I can't help but kiss him back. His salty tears mix with my emotion as they drip onto my lips, my lips that should be shouting for him to stop. But my emotions are playing with my voice, my voice that's now lost in the horizon because of this sad, sorrowful kiss with a man who's not my husband.

"This isn't right." I panic. I push him away and stand up.

"Hey, hey. Calm down." Louis grabs my shoulders. I look at him once again, and every emotion that was making me want to kiss him is gone.

"I just kissed you.." I say helplessly.

"Yeah. And it was a mistake, Lilah, we made a mistake." Louis says.

"Harry is going to be so pissed! I just kissed you! This is so wrong." I yell.

"Harry can deal with it! Fuck!" Louis screams. I back away, scared and a little surprised at his outburst.

"Do you only ever think about Harry?! What about me..? I'm struggling here too, he's my best friend, dammit!" He throws his hands up in frustration.

"Louis.. I-." I stop, anger taking over me momentarily. I try to not yell, but I can't help it.

"If he's your best friend then why would you kiss me?!"

"Me? You kissed me back! You have just as much to blame as I do!" Louis shouts.

"Don't tell Harry, please Louis." I say weakly.

"I won't, I promise."

"I think you should leave now." I state. He nods and leaves without another word. I just ruined another friendship. And now when I see Harry, I'm going to feel guilty as hell. I sit down at the table, my head in my hands.

"Babe? I'm home." I hear Harry's voice. I shoot my head up and walk to the door. He hold out his arms and I quickly make my way into them. I feel guilty for what I did. I need to tell him, yeah.. But not right now, I can't.

"How was the studio?" I ask.

"Good. I missed you." He says, placing his lips on mine. His hands travel to my hips as his tongue enters my mouth. My cheeks flush as they always do when he smiles into the heated kiss. Leaving little pecks all over my face as he hums a tune under his breathe.

"I can tell." I smile. He has a cheeky grin plastered on his face as he walks past me, his tight black jeans hung a little lower on his hips.

"Your ass looks nice in those jeans, babe." I flirt.

"Thank you, baby." He smirks. I follow him into our bedroom and sit on the bed. He walks into the bathroom hooked onto our room and starts the shower.

"I'll be out in a minute, would you like to join?" He smirks.

"Oh shut up, Styles." I laugh. He winks and closes the door, leaving it open just a bit. 10 minutes later he walks out with a towel hung around his hips, water dripping from his hair and eyelashes. His forest green eyes meeting mine as a cheeky grin takes place on his beautiful face.

"Sorry, babe. I forgot my clothes." He teases.

"Uh, there on t-the bed." I stutter, my cheeks flushed. You would expect me to be used to this, but every time it feels like I'm 16 again and he's the bad boy.

"Thank you." He smiles wickedly and drops his towel. No I'm kidding, I was just fantasizing that part. He walks back into the bathroom, his back muscles moving. Damn, he's a sexy man.

"Ugh, good lord." I groan.

"What was that?" Harry calls.

I smile. "Nothing, babe!"

"Ugh, good lord!" He mocks. I groan and flail back on the bed with a shy smile on my face.

He walks out dressed in boxer shorts and a black t-shirt. He crawls over to me and kisses my nose. I push him off, remembering the kiss with Louis.

"Babe? What's wrong?" Harry asks.

"I-, nothing." I stutter. I sit up against the headboard and try to think of a quick excuse.

"C'mon, you can tell me."

"Harry.. I.. I didn't mean to." I panic. The front door opens and I'm saved by Anne and Darcy. I run out of the room and pick my baby girl up, twirling her around.

"Mummy!" She laughs. I set her down and poke her belly.

"Are you hungry? Or did Nana take you out to eat?"

"Nana took me to Big Boys'!" Darcy cheers.

"Yummy! What did you get?"

"Cheese sticks and a milkshake." She smiles, her dimples popping out.

"Did you save me any?"

"Nope!"

"Oh, you didn't?" I say and start to tickle her, causing many giggles to erupt.

"They're in my belly Mummy!" She says in between laughs. I stop tickling her so Anne can say goodbye to us.

"Thank you for watching her, Anne." I thank.

"It's not a problem!" She says and wraps her arms around me in a hug.

"Bye Mum." I hear Harry's raspy voice say from behind me, I move out of his way and let him hug his Mum and walk her out the door.

"Darcy, how about you watch the telle?" Harry says and turns the t.v onto the TelleTubbies. He snatches my hand and leads us into the kitchen, sitting down at the table.

"You didn't mean to what, Lilah." He says sharply. I stay silent, his shoulders rise and fall at a quick rate as the time passes.

"What did you do?!" He yells. I jump, taken aback.

"I kissed Louis!" I scream.

Why did I just do that?

[This was a terrible chapter & I'm sorry. But it's not like you guys comment or vote anyways so.. yeah. If you're reading this then sorry, but if you're not then you don't have to read it. bye.]