Into The Darkness. (Completed)

Ch.24-Becuase of You.

 {Hey meh terds cx. I don't know if Kit is doing this, but I'm going to start adding in the songs for the chapter, to make you get into the story more. The titles will always be listed at the  beginning of the chapters, and I'll have the links off to the side :) Songs & edits for this chapter are on the side.  Not edited. Enjoy ;p}

Sad Song-Christina Perri

+Harry P.o.v.+

I can't believe she kissed Louis, who was supposed to be my best mate. I don't even know what to think anymore. I trusted her with my heart. She was my everything. Darcy and Lilah are my life. Without them, I have no desire to be on this Earth. They are my everything. Who should I blame here? Louis or Lilah? I only know my wife's side of the story. I would think about this later. You may think I'm being completely ridiculous for thinking this. But, I can make a really good song out of this. Ha, call me Taylor Swift. I quickly scribbled down the lyrics that have just appeared into my screwed up brain.

'If this room was burning, I wouldn't even notice.'

'Your little white lies.'

'Everything else fades away.'

'You've been taking up my mind.'

'You say you're a good girl? Who could you fool?'.

I can't believe I just thought of a song. I sighed, frustrated and quickly crumpled up the little piece of notebook paper, and tossed it into the garbage basket.

I'm such a fucking idiot.

I can't lose what I'm only here for. My family. They mean the world to me, and I'm not ready to lose them. I'll eventually die, even if it is from leukemia, or something else. Everyone dies. You're born, you live, you die. It's life.

I quickly shot a text to Lilah, telling her that I'll be home soon.

'I'll be there soon.'

Great, when I get there, she'll probably act to childish to face our problems, and find a solution. I quickly hopped out of my car and raced towards the front door, slamming it open.

My eyes were met with a sad, troubled woman. She didn't look like my wife at all.

Her hair was a tangles mess, cheeks tear stained. Puffy eyes. She looked so horrible, yet beautiful at the same time.

"Darcy's upstairs, sleeping." Lilah spoke so coldly. She shouldn't be mad at me, she's the one who went behind my back. I have never cheated on her, ever. Or, at least as I can remember.

I simply nodded. "Why?" I started. Lilah looked up at me, waiting for me to finish the question. "What's happening with us?"

 "How am I supposed to know?" She whispered.

"We need to fix whatever it is." I took a step closer, towards her.

"It's not that easy, Harry." Lilah glanced down, her attention now on the ground below us.

"Yes it  is. You have to try." I emphasized the world try.

"I do try."

"No, Lilah, you don't. All you do is sit around and mope about my sickness. You have to get off you bum and attempt to make our marriage work. Through sickness and health. Remember our vows? You're not trying  hard enough. If you really do love me, like you say you do, show me. Show me that you really do care about me." My voice began to rise. Now's not the time to yell, I don't want to cause stress upon myself, or Lilah.

"I do love you, and I remember our vows crystal clear. I was there too, you know. This isn't all about  you. Seeing you go through this type of pain, it kills me. Do you even care about how I feel?" Tears began to well up in her eyes, her voice becoming shaky.

"Tell me how you feel." I whispered. I slowly brought my hand up, cupping her cheek.

Lilah took a shaky breath. "I cry myself to sleep every night, because of you." A tear streamed down her face.

I leaned in, not even a centimeter. "Baby, I will be okay. You have absolutely nothing to worry about." I placed a gentle kiss upon her lips. "Don't cry, you'll need your tears one day. That day isn't anytime soon."

"I love you." She put her lips on mine. I slowly pulled away, not wanting to over do it.

"I love you." I whispered against her lips.

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{Sorry for the short chapter. But, they finally made up, or did they? It's not letting me upload the edit, so I'll have the link on our profile. Happy birthday Louis!:) Merry Christmas & Happy Holidays. +Katxx}