Chapter 3
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(Ryen's POV)
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I quickly ran into my room and threw on my white crop top with my blue short shorts with my sperries and started chewing on some gum.
I brushed my long strawberry blonde hair, the one Niall hated so much, and put on eyeliner and mascara.
When I walked out, Perrie had pretty much the same thing on.
She looked at me.
"Ryen, you are so gorgeous."
I smiled at her.
"Thanks per you are to." I said.
"I missed your pretty smile." Perrie said.
"I missed yours to." I said just grinning now.
When the doorbell rang, Perrie rushed to get it. I heard a familiar British accent.
"Zaynie!!" Perrie nearly screamed.
I walked over by them while Zayn came in.
"Zayn this is my younger sister, Ryen." Perrie said.
I smiled at him.
"Hi Ryen. Your more pretty than Perrie described you." Zayn said sweetly.
No wonder Perrie was marrying Zayn. He was so sweet.
When the four boys walked in, I hid behind Perrie.
"Harry, Louis, Niall, and Liam... This is my younger sister, Ryen." She said stepping aside.
I smiled and waved.
Harry stepped up toward me.
"Perrie... You didn't tell me Ryen was 'this' beautiful." Harry said smirking at me.
I smiled. I was 19 just like him. Well I turned 19 today that is.
I finally saw Niall.
He was looking at me expressionless.
I was mad.
I was mad at him.
He had bullied me.
He had changed so much. His hair was styled different, he looked very muscular, his teeth looked straight, and he got taller.
Harry sat next to me and pretty much followed me everywhere.
Everyone was in the living room except me and Niall. I hadn't realized he had gone away. I walked into my room and suddenly both our blue eyes met. Unfortunately, it wasn't as magical as you would think.
"What are you doing in here??" I asked scared.
Niall was looking at my pictures on my mirror.
"Uh... Just looking." He said stutterish.
I rolled my eyes at him.
"Ryen, I'm sorry... I remember every word I ever said to you... And I regret it all." Niall said.
I crossed my arms.
"Whatever." I said.
Niall walked over by me. I was sitting on my bed now.
He sat down next to me.
"All I ask of you is forgiveness." Niall said softly.
"Yeah? Well your not gonna get it." I said snappishly.
He looked hurt.
"Ryen... I said I was sorry-
"And I heard you, Niall. Loud and clear. You know what else was loud and clear? The words I used when we were kids.
I would say stop. And you wouldn't Niall." I said.
Niall looked speechless.
"But it's in the past... Can't you just let it go?" He asked.
"Let it go?? Let it go!" I said raising my voice.
"Let what go?? The past? The past when I used to cut because of all the pain you put me through?? Huh?
Do you think I forgot about the misery you made me feel? Do you, horan? Cause I don't think I'm being clear enough. I tried to end my life because of you! And you want me to let it go and forgive you!" I said shouting now.
Niall reached out and touched my shoulder.
I swatted it away.
"Don't touch me." I said firmly.
"Ryen I was just-
"Stop, niall!" I screamed.
Then my door opened. It was Perrie and the boys.
Zayn walked in first.
"Niall, get off of Ryen." Zayn said calmly.
I ran over to Perrie.
She knew what Niall had done to me as a kid she knew all the things he said. Hot tears flooded down my face at this point.
Perrie shushed me and tried to calm me down.
But what was the use?
Niall was like venom.
He's back in my system and this time, he won't be going away as easy.
