Chapter 5
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(Ryen's POV)
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When Harry took me back, Niall didn't give up on trying to talk to me.
"Niall, leave me alone." I said walking back into my room.
Zayn and Perrie were sitting in chairs in my room.
"Uh.... What are you doing in here?" I asked.
"Zayn and I were just looking." Perrie explained.
"Perrie... Get Niall away from me." I said walking and hiding behind Zayn.
Niall walked in the room.
"Stay away ni." Perrie said.
"Please Ryen I'm sorry!" Niall said desperately.
"Mate, just keep away." Zayn said calmly.
"No. Never. Ryen, I didn't know what to do! I didn't know how to react.... You were my crush.... I love everything about u. I love the way you dress, talk, sing, love, and I especially love your hair. Your strawberry blonde hair. I never meant to make fun of it.... It's perfect, all of it.... Your perfect." Niall said.
I hid behind Zayn, tears flooded down my cheeks.
"I tried to end my life Niall. You were the reason...." I said through tears and memories.
"I know... I was wrong. I was stupid.... Can't you forgive me?" Niall asked.
I bit my lip.
"I thought suicide would take away the pain.." I continued.
"But it won't, princess. Suicide doesn't take away the pain... It gives it to somebody else." Niall wisely said.
"Even though I decided not to kill myself, I still thought about it.... And even if I did I was already dead before suicide. You killed me with your words. You infected my head with all your 'thoughts' an anything you could possibly do to hurt me." I said remembering all the hateful things he said.
-sorry short chapter-
