Chapter 32
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(Harry's POV)
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Ok... Ryen is pregnant...
That means I'm the dad....
I didn't know how to do this.
I was sitting in the bed with Ryen fast asleep.
She's gonna be a great mom.
I knew she was.
I could tell she was dreaming about it.
She kept tossing and turning until she sat up. She was breathing heavy and she had tears.
I wrapped my arms around her.
She cried the saddest cry I've ever heard. She was broken.
I kissed her head. She looked up at me with her sad blue eyes.
She whispered something to me that I didn't understand.
She said;
"The meaning of life is to find your gift, the purpose of life is to give it away."
I didn't understand at all!
What did she mean?
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Surprisingly; 5 weeks flew by quickly.
Ryen was in the hospital....
I was sitting out in the waiting room. Louis and Liam had to hold me back from running in the room every time I heard her cry and shout.
"Don't worry, mate. Giving birth is painful." Liam explained.
I had tears in my eyes. It sounded as if someone was slowly killing her. I waited and waited.
When a nurse came out, I stood up quickly.
"How is she???" I asked anxiously.
The nurse sighed.
"Please calm yourself Mr. Styles." She said.
I took a deep breath.
"How is she?" I asked calmer.
She was about to answer when the doctor came out of the room. The room Ryen was currently in.
"Doctor, how is Ryen?" I asked more worriedly.
He stood there stiff and still. His hands together in front. I saw his lip quiver.
He opened his mouth to speak but didn't.
I wiped a tear away.
He sniffled once then spoke.
"I am happy to confirm you, your beautiful baby girl has entered the world." He said.
I eyed him suspiciously.
"I said Ryen... Now the baby." I said stepping closer.
"Ryen... Is.. Alive." He said slowly.
I sighed in relief.
"Good because I thought-
"But not for very much longer." The doctor interrupted.
I smiled; laughing a bit shaking my head.
"Hahaha that's funny doc, so when will they both be able to come home?" I asked.
"The baby will be able to return with you in about 7 weeks." He said.
"What about Ryen?" I asked.
"She... She... She won't be alive by then." He said bursting into tears.
My mouth opened slightly.
When zayn, and Perrie walked through the doors with Caitlyn, I pushed through everyone and ran in the room.
When I saw her I could barely look.
I knelt down beside her and looked at her.
Her eyes were shut, her mouth closed.
She had IVS in her and some equipment on her. I leaned in and kissed her lips.
I looked at the screen where it shows her hearts pace.
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I began to cry and curse at everything.
I stood up and pounded at the walls. I knocked the stuff off the counters and ran back by Ryen.
I stood a couple inches away from her bed.
I got down on my knee; and with tears in my eyes...
"Ryen Marie Edwards,
You make me smile,
To get to you I'd run a mile,
You make me happy when I'm down,
You make me feel loved all around,
Your now in a happier place I bet,
Remember that moment when we first met,
We've had our loving ups an downs,
Ill always hear your silent sounds,
Making up for my mistakes,
In the heavens, you'll awake,
Don't forget the things we did,
Ill keep the secrets that you hid,
Even though we are apart....
Ill always love you with all my heart..
Ryen Edwards you are my life..."
I paused for a minute taking out a box. I opened it and it had a ring I was planning on giving her for a proposal.
"Will you do me the honors... Of being my wife?" I continued with tears.
I felt the silence in the room settle.
She was gone...
For good.
