Chapter 21
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(Ryen's POV)
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When Liam arrived, he knocked on the door.
I opened it.
"Ryen!" He exclaimed and hugged me.
I was so happy to see Liam.
He never let go.
Harry walked over to us and pried Liam off me.
"Hey, buddy back off, she's mine." Being the over protective boyfriend he was.
I laughed.
"Liam, this is Casey." I said.
But Liam was already looking at her.
"Hi.." Casey said awkwardly.
Liam snapped out of it and waved.
When it got late, I went to bed with Harry since it was my first night back from the hospital. I tried to not think of Niall.
"Harry?" I asked.
He turned over.
"Yeah?"
"I can't sleep." I said.
"Me either."
"I feel like... I need something." I said.
Harry gave me a small smile.
I knew what he was thinking.
"Not like that!" I said smiling hitting his arm playfully.
"But..." Harry said smiling even more.
"Harry no." I said.
"Pleeeaaaseseee." He whined.
I bit my lip.
I wasn't sure.
But I did.
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When I woke up in the morning, I felt tired.
Casey and Liam were talking in the kitchen eating breakfast.
"Why were you too making so much noise?" Liam asked.
Harry and I stared at each other blankly.
"Uh..." Harry said.
Liam laughed.
"Don't worry." Casey laughed.
This, I could tell was going to be another lazy day.
Harry and I laid on the couch while Liam and Casey were sitting on the chairs.
He had his arm around her.
"Do you think Casey and Liam are a 'thing'?" I asked.
Harry smiled and nodded.
My phone buzzed and I looked at it.
I saw more comments from twitter.
'Did she kill herself yet??'
'I hope'
'No I heard Harry stayed with her and she made it out alive'
'I heard someone shot a bullet at her but then she pushed a little girl in front so she wouldn't get shot'
'That's selfish!'
'It should've been her not that girl.'
'Harry shouldn't be with her'
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That was it! I was done.
I quickly got up and ran outside. I heard Harry call after me, but there was no way, no way I was gonna let him save me.
I ran into the road. The same place where the truck almost hit me.
"Ryen what are you doing??" Harry yelled from across the street.
"doing what your fans want!!" I yelled back with tears.
When the truck didn't come, I kept running. I ran to a bridge. Harry, Casey and Liam were all standing close by.
"RYEN GET DOWN!!! YOU'LL FALL!" Casey yelled.
I shook my head.
"Good."
Ryen don't do this!" Liam yelled.
"Ryen please! I love you!" Harry yelled.
I closed my eyes.
"You really love me??" I asked.
"Yes!! More than anything."
"We'll... You only need a light when it's burning low, only miss the sun when it starts to snow, only know you love her when you let her go!" I sang.
Harry looked confused, so did Casey and Liam.
"Let me go." I said calmly.
Harry started to walk closer to me, carful not to fall.
Then a fan shouted from below.
"JUST JUMP AND END IT! NO ONE CARES!!"
I began to cry. I saw Harry jump down and yell at the fan. I saw Casey cry into Liam's shoulder as Liam comforted her.
So... I jumped.
