Chapter 35
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(Harry's POV)
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When she stood up I knew something was on her mind.
I sat up and waited for her to speak. Her hands were behind her back in secrecy.
Her eyes were close to tears I could tell.
"Harry..." She began.
I nodded.
"I love you. And.... I love our baby... But... I just don't love myself." She said.
I continued to look at her with confusion.
She walked farther from me and began to cry harder.
"I always thought it was gonna be you and me... Happily ever after."
"Well.. Why can't it?" I asked.
"Because..." She said, her eyes drifting off.
I began to stand but she stopped me.
"Don't come near me..." She said closing her eyes with tears flooding down her cheeks.
I sat down again.
"Ryen.. Are you alright?" I asked with concern.
She slowly opened her eyes and I saw the blue sparkle had faded.
She took her hands out from behind her back and she was holding a .... A shot gun.
"What's that for?" I asked cluelessly.
"Me.." She said.
I eyed her suspiciously, then realizing what she meant.
"Ryen no." I said firmly beginning to stand up, which only made her cry harder.
She raised the gun up to her head.
"RYEN!" I shouted louder beginning to walk up to her.
"I love you, Harry. This wasn't you. It was me... It was us. Tell Alyssa I love her." She said pulling the trigger.
When the gun fire went off she fell to the floor, lifeless. I was to shocked to think who alyssa could've been. I rushed by her side in horrible sad sobs.
"RYEN! RYEN PLEASE!" I yelled through blurry tears. I raised her head up and saw the bullet. I threw it out the window and watched it fall.
When I heard Perrie and zayn walk in they both immediately fell into tears.
It was horrible seeing them cry, even though I had the same pain.
"HARRY! WHAT HAPPENED??" Perrie asked in loud sobs hovering over her sister.
Zayn was trying to pry Perrie off of Ryen.
"She died." I said.
When I heard the baby cry I ran to where she was.
When I picked her up I didn't look at her.
Zayn had Ryen in his arms with Perrie crying on his shoulder.
"I'm taking Ryen to the hospital with zayn, you stay here with the baby." Perrie said to me.
I wanted to refuse... But... What was the use? She was gone.
Perrie walked over to me.
"Per, stay here with Harry and the baby, ill take Ryen." Zayn said.
Perrie nodded and sat on the couch with me and the baby.
I continued to look ahead with tears still flowing down.
"Why haven't you looked at her?" Perrie asked me.
I turned my head to look at Perrie.
But I shrugged.
"There are other people that can help me with her." I said trying to stop my tears.
"I'm gonna call her Alyssa.... It's what Ryen said... Tell Alyssa that I love her." I repeated Ryen's words.
Perrie looked down, then back up at me.
"Promise me you won't forget her?" She asked.
I took a quick glance at Caitlyn. She was sleeping on the couch.
I took a deep breath and slowly looked down at the sleeping fetus.
You could definitely tell Ryen and I had made her.
"Harry." Perrie said, interrupting my thoughts.
"Yes?" I asked beginning to feel tears rush to the surface of my eyes.
"Promise me... That you won't forget about Ryen?"
I looked down at Alyssa then back at Perrie.
"Well how could I? Whenever I see her, I see Ryen."
THE END!
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