Bad Secrets

Nikki

Tonight is Monday Night Raw, and I think it's safe to say that I just wanna be locked away in my room, drinking a huge glass of wine, and letting my worries wash away.. I mean, can life get anymore confusing? I went on a date with AJ on Saturday, I thought the jerk actually liked me, but no.. It turns out that all he wanted was to sleep with me, and when I said no, the asshole tried to force himself on me.. I really thought he was gonna have his way with me, but Joseph popped up, thank god for him.. Isn't ironic that every time I'm in trouble, he just so happens to pop up? I don't know, I feel like he's the only guy that makes me feel safe and secure, like if he's around nothing will happen to me. I can't explain it, all I know is that I wish things were a whole lot different between me and the only man I love. A hand was placed on my waist, making me jump. I turned around and saw AJ staring at me, with a smile. This creep again... I snatched his hand off and walked away. He's jogged after me. "Nikki wait! I'm sorry! I didn't mean it.." I stopped walking and turned around. "You didn't mean it?! Get away from me, Styles! You're a fucking creep!" I was about to walk off but he grabbed my wrist. "Just let me apologize to you." He tightened his hold around my wrist. I tried to break off his hold. "AJ let go of me.. I don't want your apology.. Just let go!" People around us began to stare... "Nikki, would you stop? You're creating a scene." "Then let go!!" I struggled a little bit more until he showed up. He grabbed AJ by his shirt and pushed him against the wall. "You got bad hearing, Styles? Cause I'm pretty sure she said to let her go.. If I see you next to her again, I'll fucking kill you.." He let go of AJ's shirt and walked towards me. "Hey babygirl, you alright?" Again!! He did again! Came to the rescue, like always.. God that's so hot and.. annoying.. "Nicole?" He grabbed my face, snapping me back to reality. "I'm fine." I snapped at him and walked off. He tried to catch up, and I tried to walk faster but he caught up to me and grabbed my waist, and pinned me to the wall. I crossed my arms as we stared at each other. "Okay.. Mind telling why you snapped at me back there?" "Oh you wanna know why? Well here's why, Superman! We are supposed to be broken up, we aren't supposed to talk, or kiss, or cuddle like we did on Saturday night.. We are supposed to hate each other.. I'm supposed to hate your guts for dumping me right before we got married.. I should hate you for keeping secrets from me, and for telling me lies.. I'm not supposed to want to kiss you as much as I do right now.. And You're not supposed to be saving me from nasty creepers like Styles.. You aren't supposed to be threatening them that you'll kill them.. You shouldn't be popping up like some superhero, every time I'm in trouble.. And lastly, you shouldn't be calling me 'babygirl'.. It's frustrating because we are just doing everything wrong.. I don't know what you want from me anymore.. You haunt me all the time, like a freaking ghost.. It's annoying because I still love you and I shouldn't.. I shouldn't but I do." He grabbed my chin and lifted my head "You're right... We should stop." I looked at him "Stop?" "We should stop trying to hide the fact that we're still in love with each other.. we should just start over.. No lies, no secrets.. Just us.. I want me and you to be together.. So let's just stop hiding and be together." I nodded "Okay.. Let's be together.. But promise me.. No secrets or lies." He looked me straight in the eye "I promise.. No secrets or lies." He pulled me in and planted a kiss on my lips. This is good, no more secrets or lies..