I got home and I was just feeling sad. I don't know if it was because Spencer hasn't here but I just wasn't feeling well. I went straight to my room and changed my clothes
••
I woke up from my nap to my phone ringing
"Hello?" You could hear all the sleep in my raspy voice as I closed my eyes again
"Oh your sleeping. Sorry do you wanna talk lat-" my eyes snapped open
"Spencer!?" He laughed "where are you?" I cleared my throat
"There was a storm so the pilot said that it would be best to just fly in tomorrow morning. I'm sorry"
"It's fine" I was a little sad but I can see him tomorrow
"How was your day?" He asked. I don't know what made me so sad I just started getting teary eyes. I put my hands over my eyes as tears rolled down my face. I sniffled and he must have heard
"Are you crying?" He snapped. I just started baling
"My day was the worst. I'm so stressed out with work now because I don't wanna lose my job" I cried in the phone
"What! Why would you lose your job?"
"Well, i might not lose my job it's the new guy he wants to take my position so I have to work ten times as harder than I already am. Everything with us, everything thing with Rebecca and my brother my or my not be dead after all and I haven't cried about it. I've been holding everything in because i don't wanna look weak and feel helpless. I hate feeling like this, I haven't seen my family in weeks I'm just" he listened to me as I ranted and than I sighed
"I don't know how I feel anymore Spencer" I cried
"First baby relax" I took a deep breath and let out a shaky one as I wiped my face
"My day was the worst" I repeated
"I hate hearing you cry, it makes me feel helpless because I'm not there with you right now to help you, don't worry yourself about Andy and Rebecca I have everything taken care of" he told me as I chuckled
"It's kind of hard to not worry about whether your brother is dead or not and your dads crazy ex girlfriend that might have taken him" he chuckled
"I know but please relax, fuck the new guy, nobody is taking your spot anywhere. Not at work, not in your family and Not with me or my heart. Your way to pretty to be stressing and crying" I smiled and thought
"I'm probably getting my period soon" I gasped right after I said that. I didn't just say that out loud to him
Maybe he didn't hear me. Than he burst out laughing
"You didn't mean to say that out loud did you?" He asked as I chuckled nervously and blush
"No"
"And I bet your blushing like crazy?" He asked as I blushed more
"Yea"
"Awe your too cute Serena Mendes" I blushed at the name "your name sounds good with my last name"
"Whatever you say Mr. Mendes"
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I finished work around 5:30 today and went to have lunch with my sister that I haven't seen in a while
"Sister" we said at the same time hugging each other before sitting down
"Serena! It's been way to long since I've seen you" I smiled
"I know. I've missed you girl" she smiled as we both looked at the menu
"So what's been going on Missy, how are you and tote husband?" She knows that it was a fake thing
"We're actually really good, thanks" I smiled just remembering Spencer. I haven't seen him yet but he said when I get home he'll be there
"I'm so happy for you Serena. I mean after everything that's happened you've finally settled down. I can see that he makes you so happy by that smile on your face" I blushed and smiled
"Whatever. He does make me happy. What about you? Any men in your life?" I asked looking through the menu
"Yes actually. I met this chico •guy•" she told me, I put the menu down and stared at her
"Conoció a un tipo !? •you met a guy•" I gasped as she blushed and smiled
"Si •yes• he's amazing Serena. Your going to love him when you meet him" I smiled at how happy she was
"And I can't wait. But we need to talk about something"
"Okay what's up?" She asked
"Okay, I told Spencer about Andy and he said that it didn't make sense" she nodded her head
"I know. I've been saying that. It's fucked up how his own twin wasn't even allowed to see him in the hospital or go to his funeral!" She snapped. She's been telling me for years
"So, him and his work people started doing some research and they were trying to figure out if he was dead or not" she looked interested "He found something"
"What'd he find. Is Andy alive Serena?" She asked
"Well I don't know that. But he found a Andy Anderson" I waited for it to click in her mind the last name
"Serena your fucking with me"
"Why would I joke about something like this Maya!" She clenched her jaw
"So your saying that crazy bitch Rebecca had a son named Andy?" She snapped at me
"Why are you getting mad at me. This is what he told me and he showed me pictures, her some Andy, died in a car crash, he was 7 and he's my age"
"This is a joke. She never had a son your age and she would never name him Andy even if she did. You see" she leaned back "I knew this bitch was crazy I don't know why mom and dad made her watch us when we were younger" i nodded in agreement
"So Spencer did some more research and found them in Manhattan and went there two days ago and talked with Rebecca" her eyes went wide
"Damn, this man will really do anything and everything for you" I smiled as she continued "so what happened than?" She asked
"I don't know. He won't tell me but he said in this situation everything and anything she says is bad. I also asked if he saw him and he said that we'd talk when he came back. Which is tonight"
"I swear I will kill her for taking him away from us for 13 fucking years!"
