Scared of the fall
Do I risk it all?
Or maybe I'm afraid of the great unknown
It all started when I was in 7th grade.
He was my classmate and we didn't really got close. We just knew each other as the months flew by.
Let's just call him A.
I didn't notice him at first and who would've thought that he would mean something to me?
All I knew back then that he was my classmate and nothing more. It was what I thought of. He never crossed my mind unless he owe me something or I owe him something. He crossed my mind only if we were in the same group. But I didn't think of having something more than our simple friendship.
I guess this is the great unknown.
Back from that time, it was easy to sort our these feelings of mine. I see him as my friend and classmate. That's all. Nothing more, nothing less. But I guess I was wrong.
At this point in my life, I am really having a difficult time to sort out what I feel. Especially towards my surroundings and... him.
I get conscious everytime he's around and I just can't keep myself focused. I feel my legs beginning to get wobbly. I feel weak. I don't even understand why I feel this way. I can't place them into words because I know it's not enough. It's an indescribeable feeling. My heart races and I feel like catching my breath even if I'm not doing anything except for looking at him. I can't contain myself from freaking inside.
I am bewildered.
I guess feelings are meant to be confusing. Nobody understands them and so do I. It's hard to find someone that can make you feel this way unless something has happened involving you and that specific person.
But I ask myself...
Did this start because of that lyric prank?
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