All I ask is if this is my last night with you
Hold me like I'm more than just a friend
Give me a memory I can use
Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do
It matters how this ends
'cause what if I never love again?
One thing that happened was that I got a little jealous. It was in our group chat again. There's this girl that was mad at him about their game. He continued to say sorry until she forgave him. I kept watching them. I didn't interrupt.
Then after a few messages, the girl said
Go A! ❤
I was surprised. But I got even more surprised at what he replied.
Yieeee
I'm feeling a romantic excitement ❤ ahahahaha
Wow. That hurted badly. I still don't understand why I get affected by these little things. Even if I shouldn't be affected, I still get to be it. I keep questioning myself.
All these days that flew by with you on my mind... All I ask is if you could see me more than what we are now. But I guess you and her and more close. We couldn't love someone we don't know. How could we say if they're just heartbreakers when we don't know them?
So to conclude...
He won't like me. He likes someone else. He doesn't like the girl I got jealous of. He's busy with his life. He's got many friends. He won't notice me. Even if we ARE friends, he still would look down on me and visualize me as a natural friend. Nothing more, nothing less. It would take a miracle to make all my hopes true.
I won't give up...
Not now
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Not...Yet.
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