Bewilder
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to confuse (someone) very muchYes.
That's me at this moment of time.I've always thought that these feelings never seem to make any sense.
I didn't even predicted to even like him.
I was caught by surprise that everytime I see him, my heart pounds with a continous rhythm.
I get nervous and shy.
Even though we are a bit close when we talk online, we don't interact much with each other in person.
I guess these feelings do make me bewildered.