Shadows

Ignoring

Maya POV

Its lunch time and Lucas has been ignoring me. Since we have everyclass together, he just talks to Farkle and im all alone. Im all alone again. I feel more alone. I hate that i hurt him...i hate myself for not letting him love me.

"Hey M! Whats wrong?" Sarah said coming up to me.

"Just...today is not my day." i trailed off.

"Dont think about it, im here we can do anything you want to get your off your bad day."

I nodded and she put her hand on my shoulder.

"Sup losers!" Cj said putting her arms around us.

"Hey Cj! Wheres Ben arent suppose to be sucking each others faces off." Sarah said and we laughed.

"Haha very funny! He's with his football buddies and im here with you losers....oh that reminds theres a party tomorrow you wanna come."

"Wheres the party?"

"At Missy's so there will be alot of single guys for you Sarah. Which will be good since Maya and Max will be gooing over each other and me and Ben...well you know us."

"Yea we do...unfortunately" me and sarah said but we whispered the last part.

"Hey beautiful!" Ben said hugging Cj from behind and kissing her forehead. "Hey girls!"

"Hey Ben!" Me and Sarah said in unison.

"Hey Maya! I heard you sing last night...your really good."

"Thanks"

"I asume Cj already told you about the Party and Missy is looking for some people to sing. Do you wanna?"

"I dont know....but let me talk to my manager." i leaned on Sarah, "am i booked already for tomorrow?" i said looking at my nails.

"Hmmm its seems Miss. Hart could squeeze you in but you have to do something for her." Sarah pretending to look at her phone.

"What do you guys want?"

"Outfits for the party then she'll do it."

We grinned and waited for his respones.

"Fine!"

"Yay...Now lets get lunch."

Me and Sarah went to eat food while Cj and Ben you know eat each other. Gross.

Max soon joins us and i finally took my mind off Lucas for a while. Once in a while Max would kiss me but i didnt mind until i saw Lucas walk out the lunch room.

I frown and Max notices

"Whats wrong?"

"Nothing just i dont like being here when so many people hate me." my leg was shaking. Max put his hand on it and said, "i dont hate you so thats a plus."

I just smiled at him. I turned around and saw Lucas talking to Riley.

Maybe they're not together anymore? But i was wrong cause Lucas kissed Riley and then they went to sit at their table. What did i do?