When I Learned From My Mistakes.

December

        The beginning of December wasn't that event full. I know that because it's just a blur. I do remember something from the someone beginning.

        Evan and Chase started dating, kinda. It was really confusing for me. One thing I remember was on the 16th. I can't believe this happened. Knowing Chase, she's very good about not giving guys (well people in general) what they want. Not giving in to peer pressure. But she did.

        It was the 16th. I wasn't there due to choir but Chase, Reese and Jamie all went to the high school again with Evan. Evan wanted head from Chase and was begging for it. Jamie and Reese, being the hoes they are, were saying stuff like "if you won't I will". Chase gave in. She didn't give him a blowjob but she did give him a handjob. She said his dick was very small. After she did that, Jamie and Reese ditched her with Evan and went to his house. It was dark and cold. I wish I was there. I would've been there for her.

        Another thing I remember was the 26th. I went to Reese's house after Christmas with my family. I spent the night with Reese and Chase. The next day this girl came and joined, let's call her Jasmine. She was ugly and just a horrible person. We went to a mall that was an hour away. I had to be home before 6pm to babysit.  At the mall Jasmine stole 7 emoji pillows. How? I don't even know. We met this guy. Since he used a fake name I'll just use the fake name. He said his name was Kyle then he said it was Payton. We all went to the movies. Me and him went to the family restroom. I have him a handjob, made out with him, and got fingered by him. I don't even know why I did that. I was so fucking stupid.

       The last thing. It was New Years Eve and Stacy came over. We met up with Reese and Chase at a local skating rink for a lock in. Stacy met this guy. He was tall, Asian, and buff. We will call him Mitchell. Stacy made out with him all night and kind of ditched us for him. Evan was there and Chase wanted to make him jealous so I helped. Almost the whole night I was kissing Chase. She was my New Years kiss.