Going Down

Chapter 20

Can you guys comment who you think should play Ashley? I have all the main characters actors but her's..Thanks!

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~Chapter Twenty~

The smell of bacon and orange juice fills my nose.

I open my eyes to see Liams part of the bed already made, it's cold sheets still soft and blue as ever.

"You're awake!" I snap my head over to see Liam himself standing in the doorway with a tray with lots of food.

"Mmm hey" I say stiiting up, rubbing my eyes.

"How's my trooper this morning?" He walks over and sets the tray beside me.

"Why is everyone calling me that?"

"Beause you're amazing."

I smile.

"What might this be?" I point to the food.

"Eh, just my breakfast."

"Oooh, I guess I'll just go downstairs and make my own breakfast then." I say pretending to stand up. I actually push myself up but I trip. But he catches me and we both laugh.

"That food is for you, loser."

"I kn-" His lips crash into mine and I'm starstruck. "What was that for?"

"No reason." He smirks and hands me my breakfast.

"Thank you." I nod.

"Call me if you need me."

"Yeah."

And he walks out.

Mmm this food smells soooo good. Definatly better than crash landing air plane food.

Scratch that, WAY better.

Don't think about it

I take a bite of the toast with jam and sip some orange juice.

Im jealous I can't get this more often.

Lucky Rachel.

This is the first moment I wish I was her.

1. She ditched the plane so she never crashed.

2. She still has a fully equipped leg

3. She has a mother

4. She has Liam

Ah, Liam. I don't know about him anymore. Yes, I like him. But Clay. He just adds in more feelings I don't understand. That I probably never will.

I need to make a decision.

My only problem is...

I'm going to hurt someone with any choice I make. No matter which way I lean.

I'm friendless.

...

I polish off the last bit of bacon when Liam comes up.

"Yo"

"Thank you for the wonderful meal." I smiling as he takes the try from me.

"Any time, you know that."

"Not any time." I say quietly.

"Ash-"

"I don't know how I'll ever be able to take it."

"-"

"I watch you two together and I think about all the things I feel guilty for. All the things I wish I could just finally figure out. I think about the fact that even if I didn't wanna be, I could never be with you, because you guys are so clung together. Hell, I think all those things when I see you! Ugh! It makes me insane!" I take a breath.