Myself

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(SN; A story about a sleep deprived person, currently fatigued of carrying group members, and tired from emotions. and no this isn't a part of The Encyclopaedia, I don't think this is worthy enough to be in the same book that those amazing people are in)

I'm curious about what people think of me,
not that I seek validation,
but because I seek one thing badly;
truth and clarification.

Because truthfully I dont know who I am at times,
I'm not even sure if I have an identity.
Have I gone through my teenage prime?
Am I just a named entity?

Am I a lover?
Am I a friend?
Am I a happy four leave clover,
who's sometimes a bellend?

What if I disappear,
into the nothingness of space?
Will people notice my absence?
Will things go out of place?

As the evening threatens to set,
perhaps I should close my eyes,
so that I'll try not to ruin this poem,
fuck it I'm curcimcized.

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