Joker Imagines

~11-Request~

I have been requested to create a chapter where the reader dies. So, here you go.
Imagine Joker killing you out of anger.
(Jared Leto's Joker. Because I haven't updated in so long, I will update twice tomorrow. Or try to at least. Also thank you everyone for over 3k views!!!! Please comment what you think, thank you!)
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Lately J has been having a lot of mood swings, it really is starting to bring fear to me. At one moment he wants to cuddle with me, the next he is threating me with my life. I love him so much, but I am not sure if I should carry on with this relationship, it's not healthy. Not being as insane as him, or his ex girlfriend, I can't understand him as well. I do try. I try to make his actions understandable, try to make him look like an angel, but he is making it so difficuly for me. Why do I even bother with him? Of course, I love him thats's why, so don't give up now Y/N. You can get through this and make your relationship work once again, like in the old days.

Coldness of the air smacks me back into reality. Waking up to a empty bed, J is not here again. I am fed up to find out that J was sneaky enough to leave before I wake up. Myabe he is seeing Harley again? Oh my, what if he is? That would explain so much. No Y/N, J would never do that to you, right? I should really stop putting so much hope into an insane clow. But he is my insane clown. I should talk this out with J when he gets back. Streching my arms and legs, I lazily stand up onto my feet. Should I get dressed now, or later? Oh just do it now and have it over with. Waddling over to my wardrobe, due to the coldness of the room, I pick out some clothes that are nice and warm.

After a few minues of dangerousy freezing air, I make my way downstairs to get some breakfast ready for myself. Along the way, I get greeted by some of J's men, they are much more polite than you would think. To be honset, they are my only friends. J doesn't let me go outside without at least one of them, he lies to me saying it's for my safety. I wish. If it was the old Joker that told me that, I would believe every word that left his mouth, however that is not the case this time. I hardly believe that J even cares about me in the slightest anymore. Would he care if I died? Probably not. He would just take that as an excuse to get back with his lunatic ex-girlfriend. Sighing, I pull the fridge door open to reval all the food inside. All the food that requires so much effort to make, I am lacking effort right now. Suthuting the fridge, I walk over to where the bread is located. Toast is nice and easy to make. Also very delicius.

After a few minute of making and waiting for the toast, it finally finds its way into my mouth. Nothing better than nearly burned bread for breakfast if you ask me. Soon enough all the toast is gone, sadly. Looking over at the wall decorated with a large clock, I look at what time it is, 10:17.Come on Y/N, be at least a bit productive today, go out for a walk. Not a bad idea, I will finally have fresh air to relax to instead of being locked inside this old house. Running back up to my bedroom, I serch my clothes for the perfect combination of style but warmth. After about 10 minutes, I find some skinny jeans, a white top and a hoody. Perfect choice for this weather.

Grabbing my phone and house keys, I sneak past the goons who were supposed to look after me, they are doing a great job. One of the back windows was opened and not guarded, this was my perfect escape. Well not really an escape, I am coming back, but still. Attempting to be as quiet as a mouse, I struggle to get myself out the window whithout making any loud noise. Finally being outside, I can feel freedom rush though me. It is really a nice thing to not be accomplished by a large, scary man or two while trying to relax yourself. But now I have sometime to find some peace. Wondering how long I have before the goons will notice my disappearance, I take myself to a park nearest to me.

One short journey later, I find myself in a tree-surrounded field. This is a beautiful site, much more different to the house and club I spend most of my time in. Placing myself down near a tree that provides shade, I finally find myslef at peace.

Looking down at my phone, it's already 14:34, J will be back home soon. Slowly getting up, I try to remember as much of this place as I can, I don't know when I will be this free again. Probably in quite a long time, especially if J gets home before me. My legs sped up at the thought of the punishment I might get if that does happen. I miss the old J, the one I fell in love with. But what can I say, people change, and sometimes not for the best. A tear escapes my eye at the thought of the old Joker. The one who would kiss me whenever he could, not the one that shouts at me just because he can. The one who used to treat me like I was the Queen of Gotham, not like a prisnor of his. The one that loved me, not the one who hates me.

Going back to the window, I get in a bit faster than before. The building is very quiet, which is never a good thing. Walking towards the living room, presenting mself like I never left the house, I am met by a cold glare from J. I am in so much trouble now. No, take this opportunity to disscus what you have to disscus with him Y/N. Okay, I can do it. What's the worst that can happen, right?

"Little pincess Y/N finally decided to show up." J's voice was filled with venom, his glare not becoming any softer as he spoke. I lacked words. Opening my mouth to try and say somthing, a word even, but nothing came out. J seen how nervous and scared I was right now. Seeing this as an advantage, he slowly makes his way towrds me. "Aww, is someone scared? Is someone scared of the punishment waiting for them?" A wicked grin spread across hs face, as he began to play his little game. "I asked you something!" His voiced echoed through the room, making me shake in fear. "Y-Yes." I respond, fear leaking from my answer.

"Well it's your fault for leaving the house! You stupid toy!" One of his hands began flying towards my face. "Stop!" My sudden change in voice made J freeze in his spot, stopping his hand from colliding with my face. This is the time to talk. "You are not the man I fell in love with, he is long gone. J, I want, no, I need you back. This new you is scaring me, please come back to your old self." My voice was just above a whisper at this point, I was at the verge of crying. But J's expression didn't chnage, if anything it became more cold and distant. "Please J." Tears started to escape my eyes.

"You're so stupid! This is me, this has always been me. Why do I even bother to keep you alive? You are usless. I have no need for you anymore, Y/N. I never loved you. It was all a lie. A lie to get rid of Harley, but you just took her place." I only now have noticed that J took out a gun, which was pointed right at my head. My beating heart could be heard clearly, fear consuming me whole now. "Don't do it J, you will regret it." My attempts to calm him down were usless, this will be how I die. "I won't! I will be finally happy by getting rid of you, Y/N!" I don't think the bullet can hurt more than his words. They were cutting right thorugh me. There is no point in fighting this.

"At least remeber that I will always love you, even if you do pull the trigger. I will always love you Jack." J pulled the tigger. A bullet cut though the air with lighting speed. Y/N's dead body fell to the ground, just like her last tear.

The Joker did not process his actions untill he seen the blood leak out of Y/N's head, creating a pool of red around her. He has killed his only true love, but Y/N won't ever know that. She has died believing that her lover hates her, despises her. Yet she still loved him. After all the terrible things he has done, her heart still belonged only to him. "Y/N." Jokers broken voice hang in the air. There was no one to anwser to his call, no one to love him anymore. Only now, when the silence was the only responce he got from Y/N did he truly understand how much he loved her voice. Her cheerful laughs. Her beautiful eyes. Just her. All gone from this world due to him. Will he ever forgive himself for the actions on this fatal day, or will guilt and sorrow take over his insane mind?

Now Y/N watched from above, as her words became true.