Joker Imagines

~11-Request-Part Two~

Two years before Y/N's death.

"J! You're being so stupid right now!" Y/N's laugh bought a smile to Jokers face. "Abracadabra!" Joker screamed cheerfully at Y/N, while pointing a twig he found on the ground at her. Y/N's sweet laugh was like msuic to the Joker. He adored her so much and knowing that he was the only one to make her this happy, was a dream come true for him. She was his, and he was hers. Harley was long gone from the picture now as Joker finally found someone that he would die for. Y/N smiled looking at how happy Joker was. Her heart belonged to him, forever. Knowing that Joker felt the same about Y/N made her the happiest person alive. They both found true love, which they believed will last forever.

Four months before Y/N's death.

"Can you please calm down, J. You are scaring me." Y/N's weak voice had no effect on Joker. His screams and yells carried on, as Y/N's innocent face was now stained in tears of fear. Suddenly a sharp pain flowed through Y'N's cheek; Joker has hit her for the first time. Now tears of pain followed the tears of fear. Joker was staring right at Y/N, no sign of guilt was shown on his cold face. This was the first time that Joker has hit Y/N, breaking a promise he made a long time ago. Y/N couldn't look at him anymore. She ran to the bathroom, locking the door behind. Sadness was consuming her whole.

One minute after Y/N's death.

Joker's gun fell to the floor, creating a loud crash. A single tear ran down Jokers face. He has killed the only person his heart belonged to without a second thought. He truly is a monster. More tears began to flow down Jokers face. He fell to the ground, screaming with rage that was pointed straight at himself. Pain and sorrow filled him. The only thought in his head was that he made Y/N feel this on a daily basis. He made her suffer and now it all came back crashing down on him. What kind of monster was he to put Y/N, a perosn he loved dearly, through this everyday? To live thorugh the pain of losing her lover.

He changed. He, himself didn't recognise the person that he ws right now. The old Joker would run infont of a train for Y/N. He would take a bullet for her. But this Joker was the one who sent the bullet her way in the first place. When did he turn so cold towards Y/N? How could his brain let him become something like this?

Y/N still loved Joker, he knew that. She told him that before he ended her life. While Joker has been a cruel man towards Y/N, she somehow still loved him. She loved him enough to suffer though eveything that he put her through.

The old Joker has to come back, that was final. He will make Y/N proud. Proud enough that she will forgive him when they meet once again.

One month after Y/N's Death.

Y/N watched her lover kill everyone that dared to say her name. Joker was very sensitive when it came to the subject of Y/N. He believed that no one was worthy enough of saying it, but deep down Y/N knew the real reason behind his actions. Joker just wanted to forget he was the one to end her life, but with eveyone talking about her death, it was impossible. So he did was he was the best at, he killed. He was having a conflict with himself. He wanted to be the old Joker that would make Y/N forgive him but putting words into actions was found to be more difficult than he thought.

At first he wanted to forget about Y/N, like she never existed. But that task was very difficult when the guilt was following his every move. After that, he tried to take his life. He thought that maybe Y/N will forgive him if she sees that he took his own life just to prove that he couldn't live without her. But on that day, instead of him, one of his man that walked in and stopped him from pulling the trigger died. He was becoming lost. He had no idea what to do that would mae Y/N forgive him. He was becoming more insane, but this time the reason behind it was love.

The love that Joker felt for Y/N was so strong, and he only seen the true power of it now. He wanted Y/N back. He wanted to apologise to her. He wanted to hold her in his arms again. But nothing could change what he wanted. Y/N was gone because of him, so why would she want to see him? Nonetheless touch him?

Y/N started down at her lover for the last time. She had enough of seeing how broken he was becoming. Due to her not being able to do anything about it, it was killing her slolwy, even if she already was dead. It still hurt her.

"I will always forgive you." Her crying was coming to a stop. "I will always love you, Jack." Her whisper could be only heard by her, yet she still hoped that Joker would somehow hear it. That was impossible. Finally, she welcomed the tunnel of light that waited for her to accept the fate of her loved one. Now all she had to do is wait for Joker to join her on the other side.
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I am sorry that the chapter is short, I never planned on making a part two. But on a happy note, thank you everyone for over 4k views!!