Living in an isolated and silent world is very usual to me. I'm not used in greeting and smiling to people who just I met.
When I saw Yuki staring at me a while ago, it feels something stranged coming, it feels like this is not the right time to come.
I asked for apology to Eros for not responding him on his question while my thoughts was being left with what I think about Yuki. Well, I guess I'm just overthinking.
"Eros, thank you for having me here hah! Kakakilala palang natin pero mabait ka na sa akin." I told him while we were walking to our designated table. "Haha! Okey lang. I'm always like this, especially sa mga mababait na katulad mo. Ikaw nga rin eh! Mabait ka sa akin." Smiling. Showing his perfect white teeth.
And this strange feeling I felt also to Eros is very unusual. Like I said, I'm not like this. I'm not used to it.
Whenever I get close to someone, there's something wrong will happened that's why I refused to befriended to people and I became an introvert person. Though I have friends--- a selected friends, I'm still in doubt of having them because of what may happen.
"Vane, uuwi na ba tayo!?" Napabalik ang isip ko sa kinatatayuan ko ngayon ng marinig ko ang boses ni Yuki at kasama niya si Jendi. "Huh?! Ah, gusto niyo na bang umuwi?" pabalik kong tanong sa kanila. "Ikaw lang naman hinihintay namin,eh! Kung okey lang sayo uuwi na tayo. Inaantok na kasi ako." sabi ni Jendi. "O-okey. No problem. Ahmm.. Eros, salamat sa pagimbita hah.. uuwi na kami ng maaga." "You are welcome. Thank you sa pagpunta, Vane and also to the two of you. Yuki and Jendi, thank you. "
After saying goodbye with each other, we immediately headed to the parking lot. I was hesitant to ride with him because of what I felt earlier. God, why am I like this? I shouldn't be like this.
When I got back home, my was still waiting for me in our balcony. Napapakwento siya kung anong mga ginawa namin at kamusta naman daw yung party. I told her almost everything, almost. Hindi ko sinabi yung tungkol sa pakiramdam ko about kay Yuki. Baka iba iisipin ni mama. After all the talkers, I bid goodbye to her and said I will change clothes and sleep.
Hours had passed and I still couldn't sleep. Grabe, pasulpot-sulpot kasi si Yuki sa isip ko. Parang feeling ko nagiging creepy na ako at naging obsess na sa kanya. Di na to normal kaya tumayo ako at pumunta sa kusina para uminom ng gatas baka kasi makatulog na ako after I drink milk.
Malaya akong naglakbay patungong sala pagkatapos kung mga timpla ng gatas at may kung ano akong naririnig sa labas kaya sumilip ako sa nakasuwang naming bintana. Ano kayang tunog iyon? Parang nakakatakot naman at first time kung may naririnig na kakaiba.
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