Isak got ready quickly.He wore his red sweatshirt and his blue jeans.When he decided that he was ready,he walked out of his room.Eskild was watching tv all alone.He frowned and bit his lips.
"Hey Eskild,I'm heading out" he said,just wanted to let him know that he was going out.Eskild was trying his best to make Isak feel accepted and loved.Eskild looked up at him and his emotionless face changed,he smiled.
"Great.Where to?"
"Just gonna walk a bit,see you soon?" he said and smiled softly.After Eskild nodded he walked out of the house and took a deep breath.The weather was nice and he loved weathers like that.He felt happy but not completely.He knew something bad was going to happen.
He walked towards the coffee shop and looked around.He decided not to walk in too soon but he could see that Even was there.Playing with his phone and sipping his coffee.He just turned his back to the shop and took a deep breath.He didnt know why he was so stressed.Even was his boyfriend for fucks sake.
After few minutes when he turned his face to shop he frowned.He saw Sonja sitting beside Even.He walked slowly and tried to focus on them.Even looked uncomfortable.Sonja put his hand over Even's cheek and they both smiled.
Isak felt like dying.He felt like he was going to choke on his own breath.He turned his back to the coffee shop again and he decided to leave.But then stopped and shook his head.
"Fucking whore" he mumbled under his breath,walking in the shop quickly.But what he saw destroyed him again.For the second time.They were fucking kissing.This time Even look more comfortable.
He walked towards their table and put his phone on the table loudly.
"What's going on here?" he asked calmly.His voice was calm because he was about to cry.
"You wanted to meet me here after leaving my house just because you wanted me to see this shit?" he asked to Even and bit his lips.His eyes were already watered.
Even looked at him,shocked.He couldnt even open his mouth.Then Sonja smiled widely and crossed her arms around her chest.
"Maybe" she said.Isak wasnt listening to her.He was just staring at Even dissapointedly.
"It's over" he whispered and left the coffee shop.
**
Even couldn't help but listening the voices in his head.When he remembered that Isak told him that he didnt want mentally ill people around him he stopped for a while.Sure,he had problems but he didnt think he was mentally ill.Sonja said he was but he didnt believe him.After he left the house he felt bad.Isak was the most caring and loving people on earth and he knew he hurt him leaving alone in the bed like that.
So he texted him.He wanted to meet at their coffee shop.He was going to take him to the place where they first kissed.He sat down and ordered a coffee.He was looking online shoping websites so he could but Isak presents.He loved making Isak happy.Happy Isak meant happy Even and he wanted to be happy so fucking bad.
He didnt even realised that Isak was outside.When someone came he thought it was Isak.
"Hey" he said and looked up the person who came.It was Sonja.
"Hey Even,can we talk?" she asked sweetly.Even felt like throwing up.He just wanted her to talk and leave.
"Sure" he whispered and then Sonja sat down beside him.She couldnt accept the fact that Even cheated on her with Isak.The 17 year old boy.She took a deep breath before starting to talk.
"I know you are happy with Isak but he doesnt know your condition,does he?" she said and when Even was about to talk she just stopped him and kept talking.
"Look,I know how to help you,make you happy and all Isak does is making you worse" She put her hand over his cheek.Well it wasnt good.He took a deep breath and tried to pull away slowly.His mind was blowing.
"Please give me another chance,I'll make you okay again" she pressed her lips against his.Then they heard someone walking towards them.
"What's going on here?"
**
"Fucking hell Sonja!" Even yelled at her and walked after Isak quickly.He grabbed Isak's arm and looked at younger boy's face.He was crying.His heart just broke in two.
"Isak let me explain" he said and wiped his tears softly.Isak didnt move away.He just looked at him softly.They both looked sad and Isak wanted to believe him but he just didnt know what to do.
"You two were kissing" he said quietly and stepped back.He didnt want him to explain.He would believe everything he said.
Even tried to find the right words.He gasped and stared at Isak's pretty face.
"Sh-She just...She wants-" Isak didnt let him finish.He just walked away as fast as possible.Even didnt even walk after him.The voices in his head were talking again.
"You deserved it."
"Sonja knows how to make the voices stop.He doesnt.He makes it worse."
"You dont deserve Isak."
Even walked back to coffee shop and sat beside Sonja again.She was still there.
"We need to talk" he said coldly but it was obvious that he was about to cry.
**
"See you soon doesnt mean that soon Isak!" called Eskild when Isak walked in.His eyes were red and watery.Eskild stood up and his eyes widened.
"Isak?" he whispered and walked to him slowly.Isak just hugged Eskild and only cried more.He hated when his heart was broken.He loved Even and he wanted to understand him.But it was so hard to do.
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