Shiver [Min Yoongi]

Chapter 2

"Yoongi!" You shouted, but it was barely audible over the blasting music. You searched among the many faces, hoping to find Yoongi among the flashing green lights.

Tonight, he took you to one of his favorite night clubs in the city, hoping for a fun night. But it may have proved to be too much this time.

One too many drinks, one too many smokes. You had looked away from him for only a moment, and now you lost him. He had vanished into the haze of the club.

You knew it was a bad idea to let him go out again. He had been spiraling down fast in his own self destruction, and you were the one to blame if he completely disappeared tonight.

But he seemed so unhappy with reality, so you couldn't help but give in and go with him tonight. You didn't want to be the one to tell him no, to be the one to keep him trapped in his hell of the real world.

It was hard to see him in such a state, but it was even harder to see how much he didn't care. He didn't care that he hated reality, he didn't care where he was or who he was with.

And if it wasn't for you, he wouldn't care if he left this world or not.

You heard your name being called, and you frantically looked to find the voice you knew was Yoongi's. You saw him sitting in one of the booths at the back of the club, one of his friends passing another round to him. You sighed in relief at finally finding Yoongi, but also in frustration, watching him down another drink.

He smiled at you as you sat next to him, his words too slurred for you to understand. As you watched him, as he basked in the smoke his friend was blowing, you were worried. Yoongi was too far gone this time.

But at the end of the night, when you finally dragged his drunken self home, he stopped you before you left the room. He grabbed your hand, looking you deep in the eyes and said, 

"Please don't leave me."