Adopted By O2l

7

Seventeen

Mickey's P.O.V

we walked down stairs to see everybody eating Taco Bell. "AYEEE DID YAH GET ME SOME!" I yelled. "YAAASSSSS WE DID YOU LITTLE BIOACH." Sam yelled. "Good." I smile as I got mine.

We all ate our food. "Well I got to head out see you all later!" Nash said. (idk why I put a viner in this but I did so deal with it) "Byeeeeee!" I yelled. After he left everyone started to leave. "Bye!" I said to everyone. Since it was Saturday Kian needed to film his upload.

"GUYSSSSSSS!" Kian yelled. "YEAHHHH!" Rickey yelled back. "We haven't introduced Mickey to our fans yet!" He yelled running down stairs. "We haven't!" Connor said. "Have you uploaded your video yet?" Sam asked Kian. "Yup." Ha said. "Well let's film one for for Sunday and we'll make Mickey our theme." Sam said. "Okay." They all say.

They all start to run around and grab lights, the camera and all that jazz. "Okay it's filming." I say standing to the side. "Hey guys!" They say at the same time. "So we're making a Sunday video!" Connor says. "Why?" Sam asked. Kian is making weird faces and annoying Trevor. This is gonna take a long time. They finally get to the point and I come on camera. "Hey I'm Michelle." I say to the camera laying on top of them all. "And she's my daughter!" Connor says. After the filming they start to edit it.

It's around 2:00 a.m. And I go take a shower. After my shower I towel dry my hair and put I my pajamas and hop in bed. I check my iPhone and plug it in. When I wake up I see its 10:00 so after trying to get up for ten minutes I finally get out of bed. I then get dressed. I put white shorts and an All Time Low tank top. (My favorite band ever is All Time Low so I needed to include it somewhere). I brush my teeth and my purple hair, I then pull it into a fish tail braid and do my makeup. I go down stairs and sit on the couch while I play candy crush. Kian comes down stairs and says he's about to upload the video.

"Okay cool." I say. I go to my room and lay on the bed. "BING!" My phone goes off. I check it and it gives me a notification, it says o2l uploaded a video. I watched it. After that I took a nap.

When I woke up my phone had tons of notifications. I check them. I had tons of new followers. And was getting a lot of tweets one stuck out to me. It said

"@Micky_frantaaa ugh your just an attention whore being adopted by o2l lol no go die" rude. I kept looking at the other tweets. a lot of them were hate. I finally came to a breaking point at this tweet

"@Mickey_frantaaa go die you should be abused in hell you don't deserve any of this just go cut your wrists you bitch oh and I hope you die" she was right. I don't deserve Connor, Trevor, Ricky I don't deserve any of them. I listens to that tweet. I locked my door and got out my last blade.

I need to make this last. I start cutting 1, 2, 3, then 4. 5, then 6, 7, 8 more? Yes. I keep going. after a bit I get a towel and try to stop the bleeding. It does after a few minutes. I grab my journal and write a little poem. I name it. Okay?

Okay?

She says she's okay but we all know she's lying. She has her blade and all night is crying. She wants to die and commit suicied. But she can't. So she wears her sweaters and jeans with her fake smile. People ask her why? She reapplies and says why not. They laugh. That kills her. During the night she slits her wrists. They are no longer clean but covered in her cuts. And she's just 'okay' as they all think. But she's really not.

I let some tears fall as I think back to when I was little.

Flashback

"Michelle!" My mom yells. I come down stairs to see two grown men standing there. "Yes mommy." I say standing next to her at the time I am 7. "Here she is boys." My mom says bitterly pushing me toward them. "Hello." I say sticking out my hand. The taller one crouches down and say "Hello." He seemed nice. "Go get your things!" My mom yelled at me. I run upstairs thinking the men must be taking me to grandmothers.

My mommy said to pack all my cloth I don't know why but I did as I was told. You see I always listened and I never disobeyed people though of me as the perfect kid. But I'm not really, i only do as I'm told so i don't get hit. I grabbed my two suitcases and brought them down stairs. The nice men took them to the big black van they had.

They told me to get into the back. I did as told. The man who was very tall got in the front and the other man who was also very tall sat in the back with me. He told me to sit in his lap.

WARNING

( if you don't like dirty stuff don't read this, she gets raped)

When we were sitting I felt something under me get kinda hard. We came to a stop. The other man came to the back. "Will you tell me your names." I asked. The tall one said "Call me Jim and call him Eric.". "Okay." I say smiling. "Take off your shirt" Eric says to me. I listened like I said I always do as told. "Now your pants." Says Jim. I do as told. "Now take it all off." I didn't like where this was going. But I listened. They raped me. I didn't know what it was at the time. After that they Eric said "Don't you tell anyone this now let's take you to the adoption center." I nodded and put my cloth on I was crying while I did this.

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When we got there everyone laughed at me always made fun of me. I didn't like it one bit. When I turned eleven I got my first box of hair dye and a piercing set. I started by giving my selfie red hair and two new piercings.

End of flashback

(I'm not good at writing flash backed)

I felt my hot tears run down my checks thinking about my past. Everyone made fun of me. Mainly because of who I am and what I do. They didn't like my hair, that didn't like my piercings, they thought my music was petrifying, they just didn't like me. So I would stay to myself. I didn't talk to anyone, only when I needed to i'd talk to the adults.

They all didn't like me. I got my headphones and my phone I plugged them in and turned it up all the way. Music is my escape from the world. Pierce The Veil comes on. I just sat there listing to my music.

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