The Inner Notes

High school is a time to have fun, make mistakes, meet new people, date new boys. But for some reason, highschool wasn't really the thing for me. I wasn't into partying, relashionships, sex or any of that kind of stuff. I liked to focus on my grades to be honest with you. Yeah, I know I'm a total "Nerd" right? The main thing that really bothered me about high school was the "Popularity". Like, why did it even matter so much? Why did people care about what others though about them? Why did boys have to have their ego shoved so far up their ass?  I'm honestly just glad that I have my two best friends Andrea & Marnie by my side through these four years of complete hell. But, they had their boyfriends. Andrea's boyfriend Jesse was kind of arrogant, & we didn't really like each other. To be honest, I don't know what she even saw in him. Marnie was dating a boy who none of us had even met. She met him over the internet or something? I don't even know. But apparently they video chat all of the time. Which is good I guess, as long as she's happy. But even though they had boyfriends, they still liked to keep their eye on every male creature that crossed their path. And of course with me being the single on out of the three of us, they tried to hook me up with every single one they saw. Especially Shawn. Shawn was a jock, totally not my type. He was a complete imbecile, too big for one's birtches. He didn't think of anybody but himself. & I'm pretty sure he has such a small dick, because 3/4 of it is shoved up into his personality. He's in my English class, & he sits at the back. He's the most obnoxious guy I have ever laid eyes on. I don't know why he's so popular. What do people even see in him? Not to mention, almost every girl in my school drooled over him. They're all pathetic. They spend all lunch hour in the gym watching his basketball games. Even after school they'll go out to the basketball court just to watch him play. What's so hot about a sweaty out of breath guy? I wasn't too sure.