Andrea hasn't talked to me for a week, & Marnie heard what I said & hasn't talked to me either. I don't really know what I'm going to do, considering I don't have any other friends. I'm gonna tell you a little story about Andrea. Back in freshman year she met a senior named Joey. She really fell hard for him, and he pretended he really truely cared about her. She told everyone she loved him, and she even stopped hanging out with me just to be with him. Everyone knew that Joey was just using her for sex but everytime someone told her, she told them that they were "wrong" and he was a "Nice guy". But one day she found out that he had been hitting it up with 4 other girls. I remember her crying every single night because she "loved him" and gave him literally everything she had including her virginity at only 14 years old. Ever since then, guys have used her multiple times and I'm not even too sure why she still goes for them. I guess that's why I said what I did yesterday. I mean't I didn't want people to lose respect for me like they lost it for her. I didn't want to be treated differently. I guess I shouldn't have said anything though, because after everything Andrea has been through, she really didn't deserve that. The right thing for me to do would be to apologize to her. But at the same time I didn't really want too. I was better off alone anyway, I needed to focus on school. Not boys, and drama. It was lunch time so I decided to walk to the cafeteria. I flinched as someone grabbed my arm forecfully. It was Marnie.
"I heard Shawn was playing basketball out on the court, Wanna go watch?" I looked down at my growling stomach, but chose to ignore it. "Sure, I guess so. I'm not that hungry anyway."
When Marnie & I reached the court, I spotted Shawn right away. He was shirtless, sweaty, and going harder than ever. That's another thing I didn't like about Shawn, he was too competitive. I looked back around to see about 15 girls cheering for him, and it wasn't even an actual basketball game. I rolled my eyes at Marnie as she joined in on the chants. Finally, someone yelled "TIME OUT!" I looked up, and saw Shawn walking towards me as he dabbed himself with a white towel. "I didn't expect to see you here." he laughed. I rolled my eyes. "Trust me, I'm not here for you. Marnie pulled me along." Shawn took a chug of water, and poored some on his head before looking at me again. "Dinner tonight? I'll show you how different I really am" I thought about it for a minute before I said anything. "I don't know, I have studying to do, and lots o-" "Please" he interupted. Marnie discreatly elbowed me.
"Fine, Fine I'll go"
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FanfictionI'm Sam & I'm in 12th grade. High school isn't that bad except for the fact that my best friends are trying to set me up with the biggest asshole in school, Shawn.
