The Inner Notes

Chapter 8

I was still really shocked that Shawn said he loved me. He probably had no idea what he was saying, considering he was so drunk.

Marnie stood at my locker with me, & pointed out every hot guy that walked by. Marnie had a boyfriend, but she still hooked up with more guys than I could count. "Are you going to Shawn's basketball game today?" she asked. I shrugged. "I don't know, maybe."

I ended up going to Shawn's game after school. I sat on the stands with Marnie as she cheered for Matt. She always kind of had a thing for him even though he was dating Chelsea.

Something didn't feel right about me being at the game, so I decided to leave. As I was walking out, someone grabbed my shoulder. It was Shawn. "Where are you going? You're my good luck charm!" he implied. I sighed. "Shawn, this is so wrong! I'm supposed to despise you, not like you! Just looking at you is supposed to make me want to throw up & the sound of your voice used to make me cringe. You're the school douche bag, remember?"

Shawn shook his head, & glared. "What do you mean by School Douche bag? Is this because I said I loved you? If it is then forget I even said it, okay?" Shawn ran off & continued to play for the school team, & Marnie still sat in the stands.

That's when I ran into Shawn's ex, Megan.