When you find your prince

Disappointment

1 Month later

I stood in our bathroom waiting for my pregnancy test to show the results. We actually tried a lot of times but nothing happened so I really hoped that it worked this time. Lando was sitting on the edge when I walked over to him. I sat down next to him and rested my head on his shoulder. The test was laying on my lap. Is was a minute till the test shall show the results.
"Katy?" Lando whispered so I looked up to him and smiled a little.
"You know if the results aren't like we expected I wanted to let you know that I still love you okay? I love you no matter what." He kissed my forehead .
"I love you too" I returned "I love you so so much." Suddenly I saw the result...negative a tear rolled down my cheek.
"Hey babe don't cry."He said worriedly and pulled me into his warm embrace.
"I don't know why it won't work. We tried so often now and the tests are always negative. I don't understand that you're not even mad at me." I sobbed into his shoulder.
"That's because I love you. And it's okay maybe we should stop trying for a bit and then try again in a little while." He said and rubbed my back.
"You're right. And you're really not mad at me?" I asked him worriedly.
"Of course not. It's not your fault. Maybe your body just isn't ready for a baby."he whispered and caressed my hair. I looked up at him and kissed lips.
"I'm so sorry." I whispered back.
"Katy baby, it's not your fault I love you." We stayed like that a little while and decided to watch a movie so I won't think about the results so much. Together we laid on our bed Lando was caressing my back while my head laid on his shoulder. I was so happy to have him. Maybe he was right maybe my body just wasn't ready or maybe it wasn't meant to be yet. But we can try again...maybe next year or even earlier. I don't know yet. A tear rolled down my cheek because I was still sad but because I was so lucky to have Lando too. He wanted to have a baby too but he understands me. Russel would have said we should try again and again and again til there was a baby in my tummy. But Lando...he was just such a sweet boy and he always cares about me.
"Hey babe don't cry again please." He said pouting while he pulled me close to him.
"It's okay babe. It's okay. I love you." He said, pulled back and kissed my lips at least ten times.
"I love you too." I said and kissed him again. Since it was really late already we went to bed and cuddled with each other under the duvet.
"Don't be sad anymore my princess. We're gonna have a baby at some time okay? I love you." He said and kissed my forehead.
"I love you too." I returned, laid my head onto his chest and closed my eyes.

I'm really sorry for that short chapter. I just couldn't find a title for it if I would have went on with writing. But there's going to come another chapter. Do you think it's better to make more short chapters so I can post oftener. Leave your opinions in the comments and I'm gonna think about that. Please vote and comment what you think about the chapter.
See you soon bye💕