When you find your prince

I love all your imperfections

"Baby?...Katy wake up please.Honey?" Lando whispered and caressed my cheek.
"What's wrong?" I asked him with my eyes still closed.
"It's 11am." he said and kissed my neck a few times. When he wanted to stand up from his sitting position I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him close to my body while his head was accidentally landing on my boobs.
"Sorry." I said and I lifted his head off my chest.
"Oh I didn't mind." he whispered cutely and chuckled while he came closer to peck my lips a few times.
"I have to get ready I have an interview today." I said and got up to walk to the bathroom. I got myself ready and changed into my adidas tracksuit. When I got downstairs I saw Lando sitting on the couch and I sat down next to him.
"So when are you going to be home again honey?" Lando asked me and grabbed my hand to lay a gentle kiss on it.
"I think around 3pm or earlier" I said and cuddled into his side.
"Did you eat something yet?" He asked me worriedly.
"No but it's oka-"
"No it's not okay Katy. I made myself a sandwich you'll take that with you and eat it on your way. Promise?" he said strictly.
"Okay." I said , got up and kissed his lips. I grabbed the sandwich and walked to the door to put on my shoes and my coat. After that I waved Lando goodbye and said that I loved him wich he did too. I got into my car and drove to the location where the interview would take place in.
"Hey Tamra." I greeted her when I entered the room where I would get dressed and stuff like that.
"Hey." she returned " Did you have good holidays?" she asked me.
"Yeah I had. Where are Johnny and Todd?" I asked her confusedly.
"They're coming in 5 minutes." She explained. In that time we talked about our holidays. Then they came in and greeted me with a hug. Todd made my make up in light pastel colors. Johnny gave me a nice light blue dress that went a little over my knees and showed a little amount of cleavage but not too much because that's just for me and Lando. (little Flynn and Lando like my friend would say ;) sorry if you don't understand that but S. you know what I mean but I don't know if you want them to know your full name or you would feel uncomfortable so I just wrote S. okay back to the story.) Then they called me onto the stage. I saw the interviewer sitting on a red chair and next to him there ere standing two more . I sat down onto one of the chairs and greeted him. He asked me a few questions when he all of sudden said
"We have another guest today so say Hi to Russel Brand." in that moment my world just froze. Did I just dreamed that or was this real? They couldn't do this to me. They knew what he did to me and how broken I was after that text message he sent me when I was in Brazil. Seconds later I saw his familiar face that I loved so much a few years ago but yet learned to hate it so much after I signed the divorce papers.
"Ello." He said with his British accent while he grinned with evilness.
"So... you two were married weren't you." the interviewer asked. I couldn't respond it was like my voice got stolen from Russel. That's how it has always been.
"Well yes we were and I have a few things to say if you don't mind." Russel returned.
"Yeah just go ahead." the interviewer said. I wanted him to stop but I couldn't. My legs and arms felt numb.
"So the thing is you all think that this little missy here is perfect." he said pointing towards me. "Well...she really isn't. For example she is the worst in bed, she has cellulite and stretch marks . Her legs are really gross because of them. If she doesn't wears a bra her boobs look like the would hit the ground any minute." My eyes were starting to tear up.
"She can't even cook. And she smells like sweat all the time." That was enough.
"Fuck you Russel." I screamed from the top of my lungs. He stood up and slapped my face. With that I stood up and ran backstage, ripped my dress off and putted my tracksuit back on.
My face was smeared with mascara and my eyes were puffy and red. Why did they invited him to this show? Was this all planned? All that just to break me down. Why didn't the interviewer stop him from saying those things to me? All these questions without any answer. I saw Tamra looking at me with a sad face.
"Katy look I don't know why this asshole showed up here. I'm so sorry for you." I didn't returned anything. I just wanted to go home. When I got outside there were hundreds of paparazzi.
"Going back to Lando? I don't think he'll stay if these things that Russel said were true" I tried to not listen to them til I reached my car. I drove back home as fast as I could still thinking about what that men said. What if Lando really thinks I'm unattractive or something like that? No...Lando loves me he doesn't think those things. He always says I'm beautiful. I quickly got out of the car and walked into the room. Lando was sitting on the couch with nugget sitting on his lap. When he noticed I was there he stood up to greet me.
"Hey honey you're back alrea- oh god Katy what's wrong." he asked me worriedly when he saw that I was crying and hugged me tightly. Together we walked to the couch and sat down while I was still sobbing onto his shoulder. I turned on the tv and showed him the tv show it was coming on. I heard Russel say all the mean things again what caused more and louder sobs escaping my mouth.
"Okay I think I've seen enough." Lando said and wiped my cheeks.
"Listen to me Katy." He said and lifted up my chin.
"I really don't know why he was saying these things. Probably because he wanted the be in the spotlight or he just wanted to cause you pain but everything he said is just something he said the break you down and nothing of that is the truth. You are not the worst in bed you're the best baby. I don't know who he's talking about. All I can say is that you're can't be the one he's talking about because I like you well...in bed. Ugh... this subject is not the most comfortable to be honest." he said and blushed what made me giggled and his face lightened up.
"You maybe have cellulite and stretch marks but they don't make your legs look gross and I really don't care because I love you. Your boobs are perfect to me and even tough you're not the best cook you still always help my and I don't care if you burn one or two pancakes. And you don't smell like sweat you smell like vanilla and Katy which by the way is my favorite scent. I love you Katy....unconditionally." he said and kissed my forehead.
"I love you too. So much babe. Please don't ever leave me please." I sobbed into the crook of his neck.
"I promise I won't." he stroked my back. " But please stop crying or you're gonna make me cry too." he whispered. We cuddled on the couch all day while Lando tried to cheer me up. In the evening when it was getting dark outside we went upstairs and cuddled in our bed.
"You really think I'm beautiful with all my imperfections." I asked Lando while I played with his blonde dyed hair.
"Most beautiful woman in the world. I love you so much. Please try to forget what happened today and don't believe a word that came out of this assholes mouth." he said caressing my cheek.
"I love you." I pecked his lips a few time before I fell asleep in the arms of Lando. My boyfriend who really loves me.

Hey guys. I know I usually don't write things like that because I don't like seeing Katy sad but I just did that. So I just wanted to say sometimes there're are people who say mean things to you that will make you feel bad. Just don't listen to them. There are people who love you for who you are with all your imperfections and perfections and if some people don't understand that they can just fuck off. I hope you know what I mean guys. So always stay positive and smile. Have a great day guys bye see ya.💕🎀