Forgive me, My Mrs. Choi (S.coups X Reader)

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Liquor. Strong fragrance. Sweet tulips.

I looked around to find myself lying on a bed in an unfamiliar room. I quickly got up and realized I'm wearing only my underwear. I quickly covered myself with the blanket. I looked around and saw a wall clock. It's almost midnight! Where am I?!

"Oppa," I heard and turned to see Sunhee. She's wearing a bathrobe and I'm not interested in knowing if she's wearing anything under it.
"W-why am I here?"
"Hmmm? You said you want to go here so I brought you here."
"Then why am I..." I asked and she walked to me.
"You don't remember?" She asked caressing my face.
"Shut up! Just tell me! I don't remember a thing!" I shouted pushing her hand away.
"You started undressing and you told me you want to do it with me because you love me."
"WHAT?! WHAT THE HELL?! I WOULD NEVER SAY THAT BECAUSE I DON'T LOVE YOU!"
"But you said-"
"YES! I DECIDED TO STAY FRIENDS WITH YOU EVEN AFTER THE SCANDAL BECAUSE I PITY YOU! I FELT GUILTY, BUT SUNHEE, I NEVER LOVED YOU MORE THAN JUST A FRIEND! YOU WILL NEVER BE SOMEONE I LOVE MORE THAN Y/N! STOP DREAMING!" I shouted at her.
"But oppa," She reached out for my arm.
"Don't call me that anymore. Don't call me anything! FROM NOW ON, YOU'RE NOTHING TO ME!" I said grabbing my clothes.

I quickly wore them and went out. I rushed to leave the condominium. I'm sure she's waiting for me. I'm sure she's looking for me. She's worried. I'm sorry, nae sarang, for making you worried. I'm coming home.

It came to me when I was driving home already. Did it really happen? Did I say that?! I would never... unless... unless I thought she was Y/N. Oh crap. Was it because she kept on refusing? I have mistaken Sunhee as her. Sunhee wanted it so she didn't refuse. And, I was too drunk to even realize. Was that what happened?! NO! I hope not. Please. No. I can't deceive my love. I can't. I shouldn't. I don't want to, but I don't know. Did it really happen?!

I saw her waiting outside as I drove nearer to our house. She quickly ran to me when I got out of the car.

"Yah! Where have you been?! You made me worried!"
"Mianhae."

All I can do was hug her. I feel weak. I feel useless. I feel guilty. I'm sorry for making her wait. I'm sorry for making her worry. I'm sorry for what I have done this day and tonight. She suddenly pulled away and looked at me. Was this like when she hugged Youngsoo this morning? Does she feels the same?

"Do you love me?" I asked her.
"Yes, I love you." Is that a lie?
"Only me?"
"Yes. Only you." If this is a lie, it's my favorite.
"I love you too, only you." That is my truth.

I don't care even if she lies to me a million times. I don't care. I just want to stay by her side, treat her the way I should, love her as I always have and keep her happy.

I'm sorry.

•▪●■☆Seungcheol's POV☆■●▪•

BWAHAHAHA! Go ahead. Kill the author. Bye.