Forgive me, My Mrs. Choi (S.coups X Reader)

2.3: W

"Jeongcheol is a pig!~ Jeongcheol is a pig!~ Jeongcheol is a very ugly pig!~" You hear Jicheol making fun of her twin.
"Yah! If he's ugly, then you are too! You're twins, remember?" Seungkwan told her making her cry.
"Aigoo! Come here. Did the ugly witch make you cry?" Vernon said.

You just quietly listened from the kitchen as you cooked. You looked at your phone. There's still no message from Seungcheol. No call at all. Maybe he's still busy.

"Y/N-ah, should I help you? It must be hard to cook for us all." You heard Mingyu so you quickly went back to cooking.
"Ani. I'm ok. I can do this. Go back there and rest. You've been practicing for hours."
"You've been taking care of the kids all day. You do that 24/7. We only practice for a few hours. I'm sure you're more tired than we are. Let me help you, ok?" He said taking the ladle from you.
You pulled it, but you can't. "Ani. I-" You ended up staring at him.

He's staring back at you. He knows you're sad. He sighed and took the ladle completely. He tapped your shoulder before checking the dishes you're cooking. You sat on the kitchen counter and just looked at him. Soon, he looked back at you again.

"Tell me what's bothering you." He said softly.
"Nothing."
"Don't lie."
"It's no-" You quickly covered your mouth.

You rushed to the toilet and threw up. You know Mingyu followed you. You went to wash your face at the sink. You see Mingyu through the mirror.

"Really nothing?" He said before flushing the toilet.
"Don't tell Seungcheol."
"I won't so please tell me. I'm worried."
"Well, I'm pregnant." You told him.
"Oh. Then, why do you look so sad?"

You pulled him to the kitchen and explained to him everything as you continued cooking. You know how he feels about it. You don't look at him because you don't want to see him look at you the way he is looking at you now.

"Y/N-ah, you should stop thinking about it. If you continue thinking about it, you'll be sad like this. You said Ms. Yoo told you to avoid stress."
"I can't. Whenever I see the twins, whenever I feel like vomitting, whenever I see myself in the mirror, whenever I see my husband, I remember. I...I don't want it to happen again, Mingyu. I don't want." You said almost crying.

Mingyu pulled you into a hug and patted your head. He rested his chin on top of your head humming. You closed your eyes and listened to his heartbeat. You feel the tears flowing down your cheeks.

"I don't want Seungcheol to lose me again. He said he doesn't want to lose me over my sadness. I don't want that too. I don't want to lose this child. I don't want to..."
"I know. I know. Stop crying. I don't want that too, ok? But, you need to understand. Y/N-ah, you need to help yourself before anyone else can help you." He told you.

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Things are getting stupid again, just like me. I forgot the formula for a 4-point item in our test! I don't even know if my answers are right! I am so doomed!~

Anyway, if you don't mind, please comment down anything you feel about this story so far. For me, this book is very different from the trilogy. I mean, this one is full of annoying things and people. Anyway, you can also ask me anything. Seriously, ANYTHING.

I won't be publishing much until December because I'm writing another story so I hope you'll wait for the chapters. Also, I hope you don't get bothered when I reply to your comments or anything. I just love interacting with the readers so please be considerate.

Lastly, please prepare for a sudden burst of chapters anytime. You know me. I don't really do what I say. When I say I won't publish, I always end up publishing many chapters.

That's it for now. See you again on the 230th day of this year!~