Forgive me, My Mrs. Choi (S.coups X Reader)

4.4: U

"Eomma, take care on your way to Nara eonni!~" Jicheol said.
"I will. Behave, ok? Jeongcheol, you know you're in charge."
"Aish! Noona! You don't have to remind them anything! We'll take care of them." Gino, Youngsoo's groupmate, said.
You smiled at him. "Thank you."
"No. We should thank you for letting us play with these cuties! We've been asking Youngsoo to ask permission from you since we saw their picture in his phone."
"Jinjja? Then, I hope you'll have fun."
"We will!"
"I'll be going now." You told them as you walked away.

Youngsoo called you this morning and asked you if you can let his group play with the twins. You find nothing wrong about it since you know them already. You're planning to take the chance to get some job with your second wedding done while the twins are with them. You were about to step out of the building when someone grabbed your wrist.

"Seonsae-"
You stared at Youngsoo as he stared at you too. "Ne?"
"W-where...ani...are...are you going somewhere?" He asked shyly.
"Ne. I'm going to a flower shop."
"Wae?"
"Well, I'll tell someday soon."
"Then, I'll drive you to that flower shop."
"Hmmm?"
"I can't let you go there on your own."
You laughed at him. "Yah. I'm old enough now. I can handle myself."
"I know, but I want to spend some time with you. I'm sure when your husband gets back I won't be able to."

You stared at his hand holding your wrist. Maybe letting him come with you can help ease the pain you're causing him. You smiled at him and let him drive you to the flower shop. You talked to the florist about your wedding bouquet. Seungcheol already found a wedding planner, but you told him you want to take care of some matters on your own including your bouquet.

"Let's go back to your company." You told Youngsoo as you got in his car.
"Let's eat lunch first."
"But...it's not even 11 yet."
"Please." He said faking a smile.
"Fine."

He brought you to a restaurant near a broadcasting station. Maybe he only knows restaurants like this because he only gets to go in places near broadcasting stations and their company building. You quietly ate until he finally spoke.

"Did you...open the box already?" He asked you.
"Ne."
"Did you read the letter?"
"Ne."
"Do you love me?"

You looked at him and sighed. He looked away and smiled. Even with the shade of his cap, you can see the tears in his eyes. He bit his lip before facing you again.

"How is your baby? You should eat more healthy foods."
"You should too. You need it in your job. Stop worrying about me." You told him.
"You expect me to stop worrying about you when you're not even taking good care of yourself?!"
"What? What do you mean?"
"You're still thinking about what happened years ago, right? You're stressing yourself out."

You stared at your food. You're not thinking about that. You're thinking about that night when he came home with lipstick stains on his neck. You've been thinking about it even when you try not to. You try to forget but you can't.

"See?"
"Youngsoo, stop it."
"Fine. Can I ask you a favor instead?"
"What is it?"
"Come with me to Jeju." He said making you look at him.
"Jeju?"
"Our group is going to film the half of our variety show there. I want you to come with us. Bring the twins with you. You'll be able to relax there."
"I'll ask Seung-"
"He doesn't have to know. He's busy with their tour. If he finds out you're coming with me, he might book a flight back home immediately. You don't want him to do that, do you?" He said calmly.
"Of course not. Carats will be disappointed. But, if he won't know, then I'm not coming." You told him.
"Are you crazy? I'm doing this for you. You're getting stressed because of him yet you don't want to relieve your stress because he won't know?"
"Youngsoo,"
"Please, Y/N." He said looking straight into your eyes.

You hate seeing those eyes. They're pleading. You can't look away. You can't resist it. This Youngsoo.

"Fine. I'll go with you."

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Hi, guys. I'm sorry I can't publish much. I'm having trouble sleeping at night and my head hurts like hell. It's an endless cycle. Sorry. I might not be able to finish this story this year. Anyway, have a very merry Christmas and may your 2017 be a great one!

Youngsoo, Youngsoo, Youngsoo, Youngsoo, Youngsoo!~♡ I'm dying!~ Why are doing this?~