Forgive me, My Mrs. Choi (S.coups X Reader)

Bonus Chapter #3 (Part 1)

"Please tell Y/N I'm sorry for everything I have done." I hear her voice through my phone.

I once loved Sunhee. I chased after her when she broke up with me so she can chase after that guy who was her schoolmate, that guy who became an idol, that guy who is now in jail. She made me believe she'll come back to me several times, telling me to wait for her. I even tried to be an idol to be someone she'll want.

I learned to move on from her even before I became an idol because I fell for Y/N. When I saw her profile from the files stupid old Daeho was looking at, I felt something weird that made me ask for Daeho to hire her as my tutor even though I wasn't the one who needed tutoring but my fellow trainee. I can't help but smile when I remember the first time I met her.

"Yeoboseyo?" She said as she entered our former dorm.

She let out a sigh of relief. She's so cute. I remember smiling at her cuteness. I saw her heading to the couch so I immediately came out before she can sit.

"I thought punctuality is one of your establishment's pride." I said making her turn to face me slowly. Ah!~ Kyeopta!~
"You're Youngsoo?"
"Yes. I'm Youngsoo, your student. And, I've been waiting here for more than half an hour just to see my tutor sigh and sit on my couch calmly as if she's an hour earlier than me! And, nothing is more disappointing than seeing how ugly she is! I agreed to take lessons thinking my teacher would be hot, but I got nothing but a potato!" I said as I walked towards her. Aish! Why do I want to get near her?!
"Yah! I had to help someone that's why I'm late! And, I work to teach and earn money, not to get criticized by a stupid kid like you who looks uglier than anyone else in this universe!" Ne. She called me a stupid kid who looks uglier than anyone else in this universe. That was the moment I decided to make her see me as somene different, the real me, but just as usual, I failed. I was a coward.
"I'm not stupid and I'm not just a kid! Most of all, I'M NOT UGLY UNLIKE YOU!!!" I shouted at her.

It was going well until Daeho came. Stupid old hag. That moment-ruiner. It went on. I got to walk her home. I got to be with her for many hours. Just staring at her makes me feel happy. I found it weird before until I saw her with that Seungcheol. That's when I realized I already like her. Well, many things happened after that. She even shared the room with me for days! AH!~ THOSE WERE THE BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE! Seeing her before I sleep and after I wake up. I got to cook for her many times. I knew she was Seungcheol's girlfriend that time, but it doesn't matter. As long as she's around, I'm happy.

There were times I tried to move on from her. I tried avoiding her which just causes me to regret now. I wasn't there for her during the times she needed a friend because I was thinking for what I thought was good for me. I regret those times, so I stopped avoiding her. I befriended Seungcheol who was already her husband that time. It feels painful especially when I get to see them together happily. I'm happy that Y/N is happy. I just hope I was Seungcheol hyung. I was friends with him anyway for some time. I was with him when Y/N went missing. I'm glad he found her soon enough. Stupid old Wonwoo. But, I admire his bravery, kidnapping Y/N to be with her. Such disloyalty. Such passion.

That girl. What's her name? Areum? Ne. Areum. She caused so much pain to Y/N. She lost her first baby because of that Areum. It was painful for me seeing her break apart. It was more painful when the photos of him with Sunhee came out. Sunhee became popular as an actress some time after Y/N lost her baby. I didn't care about her until that time. I wanted to kill Seungcheol that time. I was willing to go to jail just to get revenge for Y/N. Jinjja. I hate seeing her get hurt. I thought I'd lose her, but I gained two little friends instead, Jeongcheol and Jicheol. Stupid names. Really. She should just have named Jeongcheol after me.

I thought everything would be good now that they have kids, but that bastard was tricked by Sunhee, this Sunhee I'm talking to on the phone.

"I can't face her after all the trouble I have done to her and Seungcheol oppa."
"You should feel ashamed. Don't you feel ashamed calling me too?"
"Youngsoo, we've talked about this. I thought you would forgive me if I tell the truth."
"Ne. Ne. I'll tell Y/N. One last thing, before I cut my connection with you."
"What is it?"
"Give me Areum's number."
"MWO?! Wae?!"
"Just give it to me, noona."

One last time, I called her noona because I know it makes her lose her control when I call her that. Our relationship started with me calling her noona even when I'm older than her. I'll end it too with me calling her noona.

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Ah!~ Jinjja! Why is this story haunting me?! I feel like I didn't give justice to every character! I feel bad as the author!

Anyway, to all readers who reached this chapter, I admire you for going through all the hardships you experienced in this story. I know I made you suffer so much. I don't know how many of the readers who had finished reading this in 2016 came back to read this, but I'm thankful to you if you're one of them.

For anyone who's still curious of what Youngsoo looks like, please refer to the book cover of Whose Mrs. Choi, the new one. The one who isn't S.coups or Wonwoo is Youngsoo. LOL. Well, actually that's Song Jae rim. I said before that he looks like a mixture of Wonwoo and Song Jae rim. I tried editing pictures to show his face but he always turns out looking like Wonwoo only so I decided to just use Jaerim's photo. I find that specific picture I used nearest to what I imagine Youngsoo looks like. That's all. Bye!~ See you again soon!~

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