You say tht u love me u say tht u care then why arent you ever here to kill my evil thoughts before they kill me you think u understand but your different from than who i am everyday i fake a smile but it only holds for a little while i can only take so much before i start to think about death i just really cant wait to take my last breath i know I've tried so many time but one day it'll work and ill be 6ft in the dirt-syri