I've been to school for a week and I've already started getting bullied. "Hey!!! Nerd!!!" I hear. I'm then pushed over then kicked in the side. "Weirdo!!!" I hear. "Haha! Stupid! No wonder dad doesn't like you." I hear Corona say. "It's not my fault, that I don't suck up to him, like a baby!" I shout angrily at her. "Awe! Is the little stupid brat mad at me?" She coos. I then just pick up my bag and start to stand. "What you going to do?" She asks. "Walk away, because beating you up will do nothing, you'll still be a bitch," I say coldly walking away.
Later that evening when I get home...
I'm slammed up against the wall then beaten. I don't say anything. After it's over I pick up my bag and go to my room. I hear yelling downstairs. Moments later, the door opens and I hear sniffling. I roll my eyes. "Daddy!!! Mommy!!! Paperjam!!! He bullied me at school!!!" Cortona fake cries. I can feel her smirking deep within my soul. I quickly start to pack my school bag with clothes. 'I'm gonna run away.' I think. I hear stomping up the stairs. I throw my bag under my bed. My door slams open. I'm then slammed against the wall. "You little brat!!! Why would you bully your sister?" Error yells at me. I remain silent knowing my side of the story is pointless. "Answer me brat!!!" Error shouts. I still remain silent. He then starts to kick me and hit me. I cry softly. I try getting up but just fall back down. "Why don't you just kill me? I'd finally be out of your hair. Then you'll have YOUR perfect family." I say softly. The error looks shocked beyond belief. He then picks me up. "Shut your fucking mouth!" He yells throwing me against the floor and walking out. I just lay on the floor, too injured to really move. Moments go by when the door opens with soft knocks. Ink is at the door. "Hi... Ink." I say. He looks down then runs over to me. "Are you alright?" He asks panicked. "I'm fine! Don't worry! I'm just thinking is all." I say acting like the perfect child. I shakily sit up. "Jammy... Are you alright?" Ink asks again. "I'm fine Ink!" I say smiling. "Okay... I just wanted to make sure." Ink says. I nod before nervously laughing. He gets up and takes his leave. The door shuts. I go back to my bag. I finish packing. I then leave it under my bed. I pick up a knife I leave for emergencies and start cutting my wrist. It hurts at first but then feels great. I continue to cut all the way up my left arm, adding to the already existing scars and marks there. There's a lot of blood. I have my arm over the red towel I use. I then hold it around my arm. I hear a knock at my door. I throw the knife under my desk. "Go Away," I say laying down on my bed. "Fine." I hear Corona say stomping away. I pass out suddenly.
Time Skip...
The next day at school. "Hey! -" I cut them off. "LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!!!" I shout before walking off. "Paperjam... Wait up!" I hear. I keep going not caring. I feel a hand on my wrist. It burns bad, I pull my arm out of their grip. "Damn it!!! It just stopped bleeding too!" I mutter angrily. "Pj... Are you alright?" I hear. "Yeah!!! I'm fine!!! I'm perfectly freaking fine!!!" I say going into my next class. I sit down on the furthest desk from the teacher. The rest of the class comes in. I'm making sure the blood doesn't seep through as I apply pressure to the cuts that are covered by gauze. "Oh~ The weirdo cuts guys!!!" I hear a few people laugh. I then stand up leaving my textbooks and pencils on my desk. "Where are you going?" A kid asks. "Guys I hope he jumps off a bridge!" I hear a few people giggle. "Thanks! I'll just go and do that!" I state running out of the class. Tears are pouring down my face. "PJ!!! PJ!!!" I hear. I keep running.
Almost 15 minutes later...
I see the bridge and walk up to it. I go to the side rail. I then get up on top of it. Tears are pouring down my face as I am about to jump, feeling useless. I go to drop down when I'm pulled backwards. "NO, LET GO OF ME!!! I WANT TO DIE!!! I WANT TO DIE!!!!" I cry out hysterically. My arms are being held down as I am being held. "Pj..." I hear. "I... I want to die..." I sob falling to my knees. Fresh is holding me gently now. Quite a few cars stopped. "Is he alright?" I hear. "Why didn't you let me jump? Everyone would have been so much happier!" I sob. "Because!!! I would miss you." I hear. Cortona and her main group of friends are watching. Cortona looks terrified. "Pj!!! You idiot!!!" She screams. "What are you going to do? Tell Error again? Just so you can hear him throw me against a few walls and break my bones again?" I shout angrily at here. She looks shocked. Fresh lets go of me accidentally. "I don't want to live anymore!!!" I shout moving away from Fresh and jumping over the railing. "PJ!!!!" Cortona yells. I fall then hit the ground.
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The Escape (Fresh X Paperjam) Part 1
Hayran KurguThis takes place after Paperjam has gone through years of abuse and the story begins on the first day of grade ten, and the later days, weeks and months of him trying to find happiness. This story does have extremely sad parts and very Mature conte...